× -- Hana's rant owo

LAWL o3o

2009-05-10T00:28:00.000-07:00

[ I feel | . ]

[ ♫ | Lion (from an APH MAD vid) ]

OH SHI--I'M BACK :D Gawd, it's been hella long since I've been on blogger!
I almost completely abandoned it. I mostly spend my time on livejournal now---> [link]
Soooo....you can mostly talk to me there. It's mostly going to be my crafts dump and this will be my main rant journal. Though I think I might rant more on the other @___@ Oh well, we'll see how it all works.

BUT ANYWAYS! I have something I frickin' love now---
FUCK YEAH♥♥♥ Faves? Well--America (Alfred), Spain (Antonio), Russia (Ivan), and ~~ENGLANDPRUSSIACHINAKOREAHUNGARYAUSTRIAROMANOITALYGERMANY---~~ I can't choose, can you tell? But the first three mentioned are my top faves~~

Ugh, because of Hetalia, it's ruling almost 100% of my life. Mentions of anything historical makes images of them flash through my mind. My dreams and daydreams are constantly occupied by them....My ipod is constantly occupied by songs I got off of APH MAD vids @___@ I'm completely sucked in.

Ack, but you know what I noticed? Hetalia really made a lot of people patriotic of their home and current countries :D Especially for those whose countries don't have an official APH chara yet *coughsPhilippinescoughs*

I'm still waiting >3< I have a lot of baggage SpainxPH and USxPH shipping to dump....I kinda want PH to be a girl♥ Just 'cause it'd be easier and fun XD And Hetalia seriously needs more girls. Geez, why let all the guys have the fun?

Despite the AWESOMENESS of Hetalia, it made a lot of BOOBOO feelings go around D: Lots are offended by how "fluffy-ized" World War 2 was and how insulting the personifications can be *coughsKoreacoughs* *shrugs* Meh, it's a fluffy parody anyways.

Alrighties. I'll rant another time if I don't forget this webbie of mine. If I do, eh, you can find me on my LJ most of the time *since I'm always lurking the Hetalia comm*

Oh yeah! Forgot to mention at the beginning of the post--
NEW LAYOUT♥ If you've seen my myspace, yeah they're almost identical. Too lazy to make a new one from scratch~~

SS501!!

2008-10-01T23:22:00.000-07:00

Ok! Some parts of this will be in English and some in Tagalog XD Why write in Tagalog? I need to exercise my speaking of it or else I'll forget or feel too weird to speak it. Srsly, it's my first language but I'm starting to forget already D: Don't worry, I'll put up a translation...If I'm not feeling lazy! LOLS!

Ok, today suddenly meron ako'ng piling i-pa search ang mga maganda'ng Korean bands. Ay nakita ko si SS501! Narinig ko noon sino sila pero hindi ko pinansin. Ngyong lang ko pinansin. Ang cute nila no?

Haha, i-pagalitan mo si Vivian D: Binalik nya ang boyband fad sa buhay ko! Ang gusto nya ay si Arashi, Kat-Tun, and NewS. Ako'y si NewS at Arashi din, pati din ang DBSK at SS501. Maganda rin ang Wonder Girls! Na ka ka-addicted ang pag-kanta nila, Nobody. Yan ang yung pinapingan nyo ngayon sa blog ko.

Don't worry! Mas love ko pa ang mga lalake sa games at anime XDD Walang pareho sa kanila! *glomps Gokudera+Hibari* Srsly, kailangan ko mg gumuhit. I-guguhit ko pa ang portfolio ko para sa art college ko pag kinuha ko ang art major. At gusto ko i-guhit ang character ko, si Kisei.

Ay! Alam ko na ano'ng next layout ko! Duh! SS501! Haha, kunti'ng panahon lang i-lalagay ko dito.

....Yeah, I'm lazy to put up a translation XD So bear with me. But srsly, I'm losing it @_@ I had to like pause for a while and think or look up some words in the dictionary. Gah. Sorrys, if my grammar and spelling are a bit craptarded.

Well, I'm off to finish some homework. Baka meron update nanaman bukas! Byes~

[ I feel | Giggly. ]
[ ♫ | Love Love Love by SS501 ]

Zomg, drama. Drama. Drama.

2008-09-30T22:57:00.000-07:00

Whooo drama! And I don't even know what to do. For sure I'm like on the opposing side, but then this has like ambiguous ways to go at it. Ok, a friend is having like a debut right? Y'know, big 18 birthday parties for girls (specifically Filipino ones), right? Well, yeah, everything started out fine and everyone was excited to get ready. But as time passed, drama ensued and go in between some friends. First, it was about the dance practices because the friend wanted to have an entertaining dance before all the formal crap. Then now, it's about money probs. And I mean like, paying for the dress because we're all NOT rich! So yeah, the friend is pressuring another (V2) to like hide her paycheck and go behind her mom's back because if friend V2 told her mom, her mom would be pissed as hell to have to waste money on an expensive dress she'll only wear once. V2 doesn't know what to do because she can't hide her paycheck since she gives it to her mom. Blah, blah, blah, everyone's having problems. The friend is pressuring others to pay and crap, and we don't know what to do.

YEAH! I know we should say something, but we feel that guilty conscience on that level where like 'Oh, it's her birthday! I'd feel bad for having to ruin it.' But at the same time, we're totally losing the enthusiasm for it now. *huffs* My friends that are having the problem and I are gonna meet about it tomorrow and see if we'll say it to the friend.

......She also wants us to pay for the ticket of another's boyfriend to come here...when she doesn't even know about the plan herself?! Totally not paying for that, sorry. No offense, but yeaaaaah. We need money for college applications and AP exams here!

HAH! Whatever, we'll see what happens. Ok, I want it to be summer D: I don't wanna start college and all soon but frick it! Senior year is draining me right now *stabs AP Bio* My mind is close to being completely in senior~itis.

Lawl, alrighties! I'ma finish my hw.....*coughsTrigcoughs* Then shower. NIGHTS!

[ I feel | Drained. ]
[ ♫ | commercials on tv ]

Lawl owo

2008-09-30T00:50:00.001-07:00

Whoooo! Been a while since I posted. A lot has happened but whatever. Not worth going into details for drama D:

Well, as usual, I'm swamped with hw. Mostly from Bio, but Trig is starting to accumulate as well. Gah!

Well, I tried to go back to LJ but it straight failed. I seriously cannot get the hang of its css stylesheet. I'd rather stay on blogger since it's css stylesheet is reiminiscent to that of a regular website. I'll keep my LJ on though just incase! As you can see, I'm gonna start using avvies and I added a mood theme. Since I'm too lazy to make one for myself, I downloaded and uploaded it from Kawaii Madoushi. I'll make one when I can free up some time.

Mmm, letsee. Oh yeah! I'm thinking of making a new layout. Probably will still be KHR related♥ But can't guarantee that.

Well, it's like 1am and I have to finish some crap before taking a small nap. Byebyes for now!

[ I feel | sleepy. ]
[ ♫ | Nobody by WonderGirls ]

Lawl, such a sad birthday XD

2008-09-02T20:10:00.000-07:00

[ I feel | lonely and tired ]
[ ♫ | Keep Holding On by Avril Lavigne & Regret by Mai Hoshimura ]

Haha, not complaining, but it could be better. Feel soooo alone D: Drama even happened between my parents on my birthday and made my dad just drive out. Hasn't even called or txt backed. *shrugs&sighs* Ahhh, it feels good though that a lot of people said 'Happy Birthday'~

Still feels lonely. Oh wells, I'll just have my PS3 keep me company tonight♥ Oh yesh, that's right, I got a PS3 for a b-day present!

I kinda want this year to go by already. Not that I don't enjoy my highschool moments, I just need some 'fresh air' these days. But I don't even know what to do with my life >_>;; Should I go medical or art?

I want medical because it's interesting and I'd love to help out people. Plus, I need the kind of income they make because I'm gonna be supporting myself, my family (if I get married and have kids), and my parents.

Art, because it's just awesome. Self-expression & drawing FTW! But I totally suck at drawing still. I want to practice XD But I barely have the time for it....and if I do, I totally blow it off for games. Crap! I'll try to see if I can improve somewhat within months. But sadly, most artists don't make much....*sighs* Why does money always have to be a problem?!

Whooo, karma's finally biting me in the ass XD Oh wells! Needs to pay it back anyways. Bwahaha, well THANKIES TO EVERYONE who wished me a 'happy birthday,' gave me presents, and just for everything~~

Gotta finish some craptarded homework. Sayonara~

P.S. Disregard teh text that was written in Tagalog in teh previous post. I was just being insecure *stabbed* XD

Heh

2008-08-27T21:35:00.000-07:00

[ I feel | Hot and somewhat irritated ]
[ ♫ | Gekidou by UVERworld ]

Yo ! Haha alright, just blogging for the sake of updating this thing.

Ugh, it's only the 2nd week of school and we're already SWAMPED by work. And it's so expensive to be a senior, too ! We had to pay for Senior Sweaters, Yearbooks (good thing we got them at a cheap time though), Student IDs, and Senior Portraits. Then later on, we have to pay for Senior Picnic, graduation gown and hat, prom (that is if we go), Winterball (optional), and some other crap. Haha, good thing I'm NOT going to prom & winterball♥ Don't want to waste my time and money just sitting there.

Ugh...Oh yeah, we have to do SAT II Subject Tests and College apps >_< Frickin hell. Ah, oh wells. At least we don't have to do STAR testing !

Mmm, what else. I caught up in D.Gray-Man ! Gawd, I love Kanda & Lavi♥ Unfortunately, KHR & Nabari no Ou has been licensed. Frickin hell ! It was sooner or later gonna happen but crap, they could at least allow subbing !

Fak, what else. Oh yeah, some retard (sorrys C1 XD) wants to fight Cynthia and me. Makes me laugh though *shrugs* I'm going broke, and I'm trying to find work. *taps cheek* Mmm, I'm getting irritated by people these days 'cause they can be such idiots. No offense, but srsly. Maybe I'm just being moody. PMS coming up maybe? HAHA.

Okiis, teh rest shall be in Tagalog for I just want it out. I don't really want anyone to know it, but I'll just get it off of me:

Ok, nararamdaman mo ba noon that parang na iinis ka sa kaibigan mo? Parang pag meron ka sinabi sa kanya, lagi sha magagalit sa'yo at na iinis ka dyan? Ewan ko kasi parang ganyan na eh. Hindi lagi pero yan ang nararamdaman ko ngayon. Erg, hindi ako nagagalit mashado pero na kakainis ng kunti lang. *shrugs* Ay, baka kailangan ko lang my cool-off di ba? Eh, pero, pa minsan minsan, parang hindi ko masabi lahat ang gusto ko ng pag ng dyan sha. Ay ! Ewan ko na ! Baka linalaki ko lang ito. Maliit ng problema naman ito eh. *sighs* Baka na aangtuk lang ako. Whoo o_o;; I can type in Tagalog *had so sound out some words though*....If you can read that....Frick ! Don't mind my horrible grammar....and spelling XD Mmkks, I'm sleepy. NIGHTS !

ZOMG !

2008-08-23T01:17:00.000-07:00

[ I feel | Exhausted ]
[ ♫ | Boys&Girls by LM.C ]

Hewwo all ! *headdesks* =_=;; Gawd, I'm so exhausted right now...Well, not SO exhausted, but still tired. This week was the first week of school and I have been swamped with homework from EVERY class !

But besides that, it's been fun. I've been going out a lot with my friends, specifically Cynthia & Vivian. It's always Westlake we go to though XD Mmm, speaking of which, I got a very pretty purse at Miki. Plus a bow headband, clip set, and a bow clip.

But this isn't why I'm updating. I'm just updating because I CHANGED THE LAYOUT OF MY WEBSITE ! I'm proud of myself of how it turned out ! The graphics of the layout could've been better but hey, I can finally do frames and iframes. I know it's not that difficult but it was a bit difficult to understand since most explanations and demonstrations were kind of vague in my eyes. *sighs* Who knew it was actually that easy to do.

I've also made a new acquaintance, Mango ! I would've never guessed that someone would actually take a look at my cruddy website ! Haha, and she had recommended that I put up a guestbook for people to spam. LOL ! I was thinking of putting one up before but I thought it might be useless. Ah, oh wells.

Mmm, I'll reupdate this entry later maybe. I'm starting to get really drowsy. I'm past the time I usually sleep. Niiights people ! ....Or morning/afternoon to those on the other side of the world~

HAH !

2008-08-18T04:20:00.000-07:00

[ I feel | nauseated @_@ ]
[ ♫ | the Little Mermaid on tv ]

Tchyeah, at first I didn't know how people were doing it on blogspot with all the frame-ish kind of layout, but I have it down !

I was gonna transfer all my fanlistings here, but I was scared that it'd overflow the css style box so I'm gonna redo my website. I will, however, transfer my profile info here and crap.

*headdesks* Seriously, I dunno why my room's smell keeps me nauseated at night >_>;; I think the scent aroma is wearing off..

Well, I'm still thinking about doing mood themes here, but whatever. I'll do it when I can !

Zomg, you know what's happening tomorrow ?! SCHOOL IS STARTING D<>HAVEN'T even decided what colleges I'm attending or what my final major is gonna be. I wanna do art but I don't think I have the artistic capability. I could practice, yeah, but who's to say that I don't improve that much to reach their standards? *sighs*

LOL ! I had a schedule to follow and I was so sure it was gonna work, but I didn't go with it. I was supposed to read 3 books in one week *shrugs* I started feeling lazy. I'll just skim through it and read up summaries and crap.

Alrighties, I'ma go back to sleep since it's 4:30am here.

And today--er--yesterday's lesson was....

2008-08-15T07:34:00.000-07:00

To PokèMon
Nothing
PokèMon

...that bikinis gives you wedgies =_=;; Srsly. I went to Santa Cruz boardwalk with some friends yesterday and they made me wear a bikini [ in exchange to see a friend's senior portrait ] that gave me wedgies to NO END.

Wedgies aside, it was fun XD Got some workout through volleyball and ultimate frisbee ! I miss playing sports outside, but I haven't been able to go out so much D: No wonder I'm so fat now.

Zomg, we also fed the seagulls ! We'd feed like one or two, then 9 or more would come swarming around us. We buried 3 friends in the sand and tried to lure seagulls to eat on 2 of them. Haha, it was almost successful but the 2 freaked out and ran for it. After that, we made "seagull drama"....Yeah, don't ask, we needed something to do when we were just sitting there.

*sighs* Ahhh, I'm still covered in sand after all that. It was so fun ! We didn't get to play laser tag though, haha. Since yesterday was tiring, I slept so early >_>;; Like at 10 ! Impossible. My bedtime is 5am XDD

Alrighties, everything else aside, I'm still thinking about that mood theme but ierno XD I started thinking about going back to LJ for that...Eh, *shrugs* I'll think about that after I finish AP Bio since I have school in 4 days ?! Gawd, it's coming so quick. Mmkks, byyyyes~

New layout

2008-08-11T03:11:00.000-07:00

Nothing
AP Bio textbook
Boku no Chico (OAV)

Nyaa, so how do you guys like my new layout? Oh yesh, it's KHR babeh !♥

I've also made pixel icons for like the "listening to" and crap....But I think I might add mood icons, too. I'll probably make it from scratch or from KHR screencaps. I've seen some pretty ones people used in LJ.

I've also added some music. The song is what inspires the title of this layout: Boys&Girls by LM.C.

Haha, yeah, this is all I wanted to update about. I'll probably edit this entry if I decide to do and finish the mood icons today~

Mmkks. Arrivederci ! ( ....Yesh, I learned some Italian from KHR XDD *shot* )

LOLS ! Zomg, I'm back owo

2008-08-10T22:07:00.000-07:00

[Listening to | Boys&Girls by LM.C ]
[ Watching | Family Guy]
[ Reading | AP Bio textbook ]

Yeah, what the title says. Ierno, I've been needing somewhere to rant and I don't wanna write it down XD I'd rather right down fanfics.

I went back to xanga, but eh, I don't feel like staying there XD Tabulas is a 'no' since I don't know how the CSS style sheet is like, so here I am~

Anything new with you? I've yet to add the comment section so wait up a bit ! I'll also add a counter and other crap here since I've got nothing more to add because I've put almost everything else on my website.

Dood, srsly ?! They have Blogger in TAGALOG ?! o_o *quickly switches the language* Bwahahahaha XDD I can....somewhat understand. I can understand when people speak it, but when it comes to reading, it takes me a while =_=;; Gawd, the words are like loooooong ! My school registration forms came in Tagalog and it took me a while to read it. I gave up and had my mom do all the things instead ^_^;;

Nyaa, oh yeah. About meh webbie, want to visit it? Here's the link===>

Well, I'll finish fixing this up. I've come to LOVE KHR♥ Tis teh lurve >w< FF & KHR.

Alrighties, Gotta go !

wheeee

2006-10-08T15:06:00.000-07:00

X3 well just posting to say^_^;; i wont be using blogspot as much anymores ! well...not at all most likely X3 all meh fanlistings and blah blah blah is being moved to here ==> http://www.freewebs.com/xkunoichi

Byebyes~

WAH !! SO KAWAII !! X3

2006-07-09T13:12:00.000-07:00

[[mood]] in awe^_^
[[listening to]] Innocence by Hashimoto Miyuki (Shuffle!)

Hihis !! ^_^ just posting for randomness but but !! OMG !! Don't you think teh "Red Panda" or more like the Himalayan Firecat ish sooo KAWAII ?! OMG !! I hecka <3 it ! HAHA XD I think it's one of meh fave animals for its cute~ness !! Now to find out more about it ne?

Well okii^_^;; I'm deciding either to stay here or move back to LJ *thinks* hmmm, I need to find out how you code LJs though.

Whoo~!! And I finished watching teh DNAngel series a few weeks back and finished Shuffle! last week *nods* Shuffle! is kinda perverted just not as Chobits XD but it's interesting ! Now to move on to watching Fate/stay Night^_^;; Looks interesting !! There's a girl there named Sakura XD whoo~ She looks like the calm&gentle type..It seems like most Sakura characters I see are mostly gentle^-^;

Oh yeah ¬.¬ I think my dreams LOVE making up anime guys ... I swear, I see a lot new anime~styled guys in my dreams XD and they all look hooot~ *giggles* I think I said out one of the guy's name in my dreams 0_o I think I called him Shirotsuki...The other one I named Kaishi because he wore black and dressed almost as a Jrocker ~<3 mmm hotness XD I love my dreams even though they seem to bother me with a lot of anime~styled guys that I have never met before.

T_T You know I need to start getting off my lazy ass and work *giggles* Summer ish evil XP and yet I like relaxing and being lazy but it gets to my head and I start getting guilty *shrugs* I must practice drawing too !! Need to stop drawing chibis now XD

Well okiis, that's all meh loves <3 ^_^ Byebyes !

~ Sakura-chan

HAPPY 4th of JULY !! ^_^

2006-07-04T11:24:00.000-07:00

[[mood]] bored and nostalgic for the past T_T
[[watching]] Monk

Hihis !! Wow, July already huh ?! T_T I really don't want to go to school anymore...I really just wanna relax and hang out with meh friends and cousins more...*sighs*

OMG !! CAN MY AUNTIIE AND MOMMY JUST MAKE UP NOW ?! T_T I REALLY MISS HANGING OUT WITH MY COUSINS NOW !! =_= I'm deprived of hanging out with my own family now...Before when I can hang out with them, I always wanted to go with my friends. Now when I always go with my friends, I want to be with my cousins. OMG !! Why didn't I spend as much time with my cousins when I had the chance ?! T_T I really hate discovering the good things in life too late ! *sighs* Well I did have a chance to see the fireworks with them but I was scared that I'd feel hated since my mom started the whole thing with my auntiie...and yeaaaah... *sighs* But it was good seeing meh Kuya Jonathan :] ne? Oh wells, I hope my auntii and mommy patches things up soon !! OHHH !! I wanna ask him to teach me how to drive after I turn 15 :D I think he knows how to DRIFT !! He told me this X3 if I drive my mommy's car, swerve out of the way when I'm about to hit a truck. If my daddy's car, DRIFT !! WHOOO~!!

Okii :] Well I'm gonna finish up CGing my 4th of July piccy !! *giggles* Ohhh !! I'm gonna change teh layout to KH2 soon X3 Most likely Sora, Kairi, and Riku focusing in the middle and yeaaaah with Namine and Roxas in teh background !! WHOOHOO~!! Byebyes ^_^ HAPPY 4th of teh JULY to alls !

~ Sakura-chan

T_T last day of school yesterday

2006-06-17T21:24:00.000-07:00

[[mood]] kinda sad and half okiis X3
[[listening to]] Promises by Lillix

Hihis !! ^_^long time no post huh? Wows !! ALREADY FRICKIN JUNE !! and school has ended for me yesterday *sighs* It didnt work out as we planned but it was okiis :] Gave me a heart-attack though.

o6.15.o6 - after school was the senior graduation :O Unfortunately, Kikki and Val had to go home so Vivian, Cynthia, and I were the ones to stay after school to watch X3 It was an okii graduation but omg !! Our arms hurted from carrying teh presents @_@ and our legs were weak from having to balance on the pipe bars of the bleachers so that we can see the whole graduation with all those people walking back and forth in front of us. It was a bittersweet moment I guess :O omg !! DJ almost made us cry when we saw him crying.

o6.16.o6 - last day of school -_- it was okii in school but REALLY boring !! I looked more forward to after school cause we were going to the movies with everyone -_- but it really didn't go as planned. We splitted into groups. Val, Kikki, Helen, Kikki's uncle, DJ, and Steven-nii went together to watch The Fast and the Furious: Tokyo Drift while Vivian watched with Pete Nacho Libre. Cynthia and I were stuck in the middle cause we didn't want to leave Vivian and Pete alone and we also didn't want to leave the others ! So we just went to the Tokyo Drift one for a while and tried to get into Nacho Libre but failed and went outside instead. We just bought ice cream, talked, and waited for the others. Cynthia and I really had an interesting convo :] " It's like we're eating ice cream because we broke up with our boyfriends ! " HAHA !! Wth ?! XD But we did see it in a lot of shows and movies that whenever there was a break up, people would always eat ice cream. OMG !! I LOVE KIKKI'S COUSIN, HELEN !! I wanna bring her home with meh XD I need more cousins like her !! LOL !! BUT OMG !! :O EVERYONE started to push Steven and me together, swarming around us trying to leave us alone together !! T_T It was giving me a heart attack because I really was nervous to be around him alone ! This is why I hate liking someone....I start getting all awkward around them and start acting like an idiot @_@ Then Helen kept making up weird and perverted things about us...Like that one of the motel and...yeaaah *shudders* EWW XDD HAHA !! and We sat on KIKKI !! It kinda went from crappy to great :] OMG !! Did ya know Helen kissed Vivian, Kikki kissed Helen, and I kissed Cynthia on teh CHEEK !! XD LOL !! It was funneh to see their reactions !! Helen screamed out "EW" when Kikki kissed her XD IT WAS HECKA FUNNEH !!

But now I regret telling Steven I like him cause now it's all VERY AWKWARD !! He even agreed with me when I said that it was awkward...I guess SOME THINGS ARE JUST MEANT TO BE LEFT ALONE huh? XD Hah, oh wells. I bet we'll get over it soon and everything will return normal (before we knew we liked each other) if it can while they're at college -_- Which really sucks cause even though Alvin, Pony, and the other 8th graders we know will be there, it's gonna be lonely without the seniors that we'd always talk and mess around with in the hallways, before school, lunch, and after school ! I just hope they visit us !! And that we'll all be friends, even in 10 years ^_^ ...It's so funny how everyone's question on Friday was "so are you guys together now?" LOL !! X3 Well I'll just answer it here nows again, it's a "no" ^^;; We ish noooots !!

I'm starting to get corny huh ? LOL !! Well, I wished I posted yesterday cause now I forgot everything I was gonna say here. OHHH !! CYNTHIA FELL IN LOVE WITH A REAL GUY AGAIN !! A guy from Tokyo Drift named Han ! Well, iono about the again part 0_o cause I dunno if she really fell in love with him ...Even though it was waaaay back in November-December ^-^;; But I DO agree with Cynthia, HAN ISH HOT !! XDD OMG !! Since Cynthia and I didn't get to watch the WHOLE of Tokyo Drift, we're gonna buy the dvd and watch it together ^^ then then !! We'll learn Japanese together if we can go to each other's houses or during school, and I can go to church with her and Vivian !! X3 I REALLY don't want Sophomore year to come T_T It's gonna be empty-like in me...But I guess that's why I tried to sign up for hard classes, after class sports, and that after class language...to keep meh mind busy :] Oh wells, I have my friends. But I really need a doggy who I can talk to X3 and spill all of my problems to yet still love me unconditionally even though I am a psycho bitch XD wheee~!! I just like calling myself that !! LOLS !!

This is enough talking for me XD I'll post again soon. Byebyes !!

~ Sakura-chan

survehs

2006-05-29T15:48:00.000-07:00

[[mood]] bored X3
[[listening to]] First Time by One Voice

Ahh...New layout !! :] I know it intended to be friends but hey, I couldn't help myself X33 Besides it can also relate to friends right? Promise me that we'll always be together doesn't have to mean in a romantic way but also as a friend way^^Besides I just love SquallxRinoa ^-^The layout was supposed to be of SoraxKairi but I couldn't find the images I wanted so yeaaah...Maybe next time ne?

I'm not so satisfied with how it turned out but hey :] It's okii, I'll make a better one next time yesh? *giggles* Well, out of pure boredom I took these about meh surveys^-^I know a few people or one person who'd want to read this because they ish always asking questions about us since they don't know much about us, besides the fact we're hyper and are freshman girls, after months of knowing each other XDD But I don't think they know meh bloggy so oh wells !! Here goes:

Survey from: ReqUestCenTraL

X//LAYER 1\\X ON THE OUTSIDE

x. Name - Hana
x. Nickname(s) - Sakura, Saki, or Hana Mae <= anyone who calles meh Hana Mae will die... *giggles*
x. Birthdate - 9/2/1991
x. Birthplace - Saudi Arabia X3 I keep forgetting which part
x. Current Location - ahh...SSF
x. Eye Color - dark brown
x. Hair Color - dark brown to black with a few highlights
x. Height - 5'1" @_@ omfg T_T I wanna be tall...by 3 inches more
x. Weight - that's a girl's secret :O
x. Righty or Lefty - righty X3
x. Zodiac Sign - virgo

X//LAYER 2\\X ON THE INSIDE...

x. Your nationality? - Filipino Chinese <= more Fiwipino though X3 x. Shoes You Wore Today - Adidas X3
x. Your Fears - spiiiiiiiiders XP buuuugs !! EWWWW !! and and poltergeists x_x
x. Your Perfect Pizza - cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeese with...0_o ummmm....sausages? *shrugs*
x. Goal You would Like To Achieve - can I find meh lover? :] and be with my friends forever and ever T_T unless they don't want me anymore...

X//LAYER 3\\X YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW

x. What Did You Do Yesterday? - Yume and I went crazy and hyped up on teh phone and ice cream^-^
x. What Did You Do Today? - clean, hw, ddr, and answering this !!
x. What Are You Going To Do Tomorrow? - @_@ schooool....can I glomp people tomorrow ?! :] I have the urge to...

X//LAYER 4\\X YOUR PICK

x. Pepsi or Coke - booooth :] they both make me hyper
x. McDonald`s or Burger King - Burger King
x. Single or Group Dates - Group dates are fun !! :] Thing is...I don't know really...either one ish okiis
x. Adidas or Nike - ummmm....Nike? 0_o
x. Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea - ....Nestea? 0_o
x. Chocolate or Vanilla - boooooth :]
x. Cappuccino or Coffee - CAPPUCCINO !! X33 *giggles*
x. Gold or Silver - boooooth but I likey silber :]
x. Cats or Dogs - I likey doggies more but either one ish fine =^-^=
x. NSYNC or Backstreet Boys - ewww neither !!
x. Britney or Christina - neither
x. Real World or Road Rules - neither 0_o I don't likey those reality shows XP
x. TRL or 106th and Park - 0_o neither toos X33

X//LAYER 5\\X DO YOU?

x. Smoke - bleh !! NO !!
x. Cuss - ^-^;; only sometimes...*giggles* I blame my cousins for it *points at them* Ahaha...I said "shit" when I was 8 X33
x. Take A Shower Everyday - sure why not 0_o why do you wanna know huh? PERV !! X33 *runs away*
x. Think You`ve Been In Love - yesh !! :] haven't most of us been?
x. Like High School - yesh X33 only meh freshman year for it's thy best...so many funneh memories with new and current fwends^_^
x. Want To Get Married - yeah sure :] I don't wanna be aloone but if I can't find meh man then oh wells !!
x. Believe In Yourself - dont think so 0_o I have low self-esteem thank you bery muchies !!
x. Think You`re Pretty - nooope !!
x. Get Motion Sickness - not really 0_o sometimes...but not so much
x. Get Along With Your Parents - it depends on their mood...and my mood...X33 it alternates
x. Like Thunderstorms - yesh bery muchies !! :D with a cackle there and a boom here !! T_T Except when it makes all the lights go out....Then I no likey cause I cant go online...
x. Play An Instrument - yeeesh :] PIANO !! whoooo~!!
x. Think You`re A Health Freak - not really *points to all the soda and candy* does that seem healthy? :] But I maintain..

X//LAYER 6\\X FOR OR AGAINST?
x. Abortion - against :O poor babies !!
x. Suicide - against X33 seems selfish for you to take your life away when other people has it worse than you but ish still fighting to live in this world.
x. Gay Marriages - for :] hey love has no boundaries !!
x. Gay Relationships - for^-^I don't really care who you love and what gender they ish
x. Marilyn Manson - 0_o...what?
x. Avril Lavigne - I don't care :] I likey some of her songs
x. Underage Drinking - against XP nooooo you have more risk of being an alcoholic if you drink under 21 !! :O
x. Premarital Sex - 0_o....I dont care...Just be SAFE if you ish not willing to take care of teh consequences X3

X//LAYER 7\\X IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU

x. Drank Alcohol - nooope...unless you count soda as my alcohol :]
x. Smoked - ...I smoked pocky...does that count? :O JP !!
x. Done A Drug - caffiene? yesh...any other ones? nooo ewww
x. Made Out - 0_o no..I prefer to keep my lip's virginity until I find teh guy
x. Gone To The Mall - yeeeesh bery muchies !! ^_^ need more gifts for friends !!
x. Eaten an Entire Box Of Oreos - noooope
x. Eaten Sushi - yesh !! :] mmmm sushis !!
x. Been on Stage - ...nooo I'd rather die than go in front of a whole mess of people !!
x. Been Dumped - noooope
x. Gone Skating - nooope I wanna slide on teh ice again !!
x. Gone Skinny Dipping - 0_0 ewww noo !!
x. Dyed Your Hair - *looks at my hair* nooope that was a long time ago :]
x. Stolen Anything - ....well I just got a piece of barbecue from meh dad's plate :O he didn't mind !!

X//LAYER 8\\X EVER?

x. Played a Game That Required Removal Of Clothing - HAHA !! STRIP POKER !! STRIP POKER !! *giggles* no :]
x. Been Trashed or Extremely Intoxicated - noooope :] but I've been intoxicated from your looove...*giggles* just kidding !!
x. Been Caught "Doing Something" - 0_o and that something is?...am I gonna regret asking that?
x. Gotten Beat Up - XP noooope my cousins and I tied in our fights -_-
x. Shoplifted - nooope
x. Been Called a Tease - ....*points at Yume* HER HER !! XP ewwww I am not !!

X//LAYER 9\\X GETTING OLDER

x. Age You Hope To Be Married - 0_o iono...when I find him? but I guess around 25?
x. Numbers and Names of Children - WHAT ?! That's k :] I'll figure it out by then
x. Describe Your Dream Wedding - ummmm just to be with meh wubber, friends, and family(I guess..) in a Japanese bonzai garden !! ~<3
x. How You Want To Die - can I die laughing in my bed? :]
x. College You Want To Attend - UCLA or UCB :O I just dont wanna be separated from my friends T_T
x. Where Do You Want To Live - anywhere with meh fwends and/or in Japan^^
x. Where Would You Most Like To Visit - Japan
x. What Do You Want To Be When You Grow Up - doctor? :] while being an artist on teh side !! I must practice meh drawing X3

X//LAYER 10\\X IN THE OPPOSITE GENDER?

x. Best Eye Color - any !! Don't care :]
x. Short or Long Hair - *giggles* as much as I love long hair on a guy :] can short hair be okiis with you?
x. Height - ...just taller than me 0_o I guess
x. American or Foreign - foreign !! :] I likey a guy with culture !!
x. Nationality - any :] as long as I love him but @_@ I have a thing for Asian guys most though...*shrugs*
x. White or Tan - 0_o don't care...skin color doesn't matter to meh
x. Tattoos - noooo thankies pwease :] keep yourself clean XDD
x. Piercings - 0_o I don't caaare just not too many...
x. Preppy or Punk - I'd rather have him punk but I don't care :] as long as I wubberz you
x. Buff or Skinny - 0_o don't care...like I said <3
x. Best Clothing - any as long as he feels comfortable the way he dresses
x. Best First Date Location - :] anywhere with him !! <3

X//LAYER 11\\X IN THE NUMBERS

x. Number of Drugs Taken Illegally - 0_o none
x. Number of People I Could Trust With My Life - *counts* wait...around...10~ish?
x. Number of CDs I Own - not alot :] it's all about the ipod !!
x. Number of Piercings - 4 but they ish closing I think X33 HAH !! no more earrings =^-^=
x. Number of Tattoos - none !!
x. Number of Times My Name Has Appeared In The Newspaper - 0_o iono I don't keep count
x. Number of Scars on My Body - too many to count :] I get a new one everyday...I dunno why 0_o
x. Number of Things In My Past That I Regret - lots !! But without em I couldnt be where I am now yesh? But I still wanna fix some things I did back then -_-

Bold the things that make you smile the most.

01. Falling in love.
02. Laughing so hard your face hurts.
03. A hot shower.
04. No lines at the supermarket.
05. A special glance.
06. Getting mail.
07. Taking a drive on a pretty road.
08. Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
09. Lying in bed listening to the birds outside.
10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.
11. Chocolate milkshake.
12. A bubble bath.
13. Giggling.
14. A good conversation.
15. The beach.
16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter.
17. Laughing at yourself.
18. A huge sale at your favorite store.
19. Midnight phone calls that last for hours.
20. Running through sprinklers.
21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
22. Having someone
tell you that you're beautiful.
23. Laughing at an inside joke.
24. Friends.
25. Making other people laugh.
26. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.
27. Your first kiss with that special someone.
28. Making new friends or spending time with old ones.
29. Competing with your friend and beating your friend.
30. Having someone play with your hair.
31. Sweet dreams.
32. Hot chocolate.
33. Road trips with friends.
34. Swinging on swings.
35. Making eye contact with a cute stranger.
36. Making chocolate chip cookies.
37. Having your friends send you home-made cookies.
38. Holding hands with someone you care about.
39. Running into an old friend.
40. Watching the expression on someone's face as they open a much desired present from you.
41. Watching the sunrise/sunset.
42.
Getting out of bed every morning and being grateful for another beautiful day.
43. Knowing that somebody misses you.
44. Getting a hug from someone that cares about you deeply.
45. Knowing you've done the right thing, no matter what other people think.

General:
[First Name]: Hana :] but you can call meh Sakura or Saki
[Hair Color]: dark brown to black with a few highlights ^^
[Last Name]: 0_o...let's go with meh fake one..Mikazuki
[Hair Style]: layered
[Eye Color]: dark brown
[Height]: 5'1"
[Location]: SSF X3
[Birthday]: 9/2
[Zodiac Sign]: virgo
[Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend]: nooope X3
[Do you have a crush?] yeeeesh ^_^ or maybe a love?

Favorite:
[Favorite Animal]: wolves, foxes, doggies, and snow or black leopards :]
[Favorite Sport(s)]: volleyball and maybe badmiton?
[Favorite Color(s)]: light blue, red, black, and silver in that order :]
[Favorite Movie]: FFVII:AC :] that's all I can think of right now...oh !! and Memoirs of a Geisha
[Favorite Store(s)]: Gamestop, Borders (FOR TEH MANGAS :]), EB Games, Suncoast, etc.
[Favorite Feeling]: being happy, laughing, and being in love? :]
[Favorite Shoe]: 0_o umm anything comfortable and lets meh run^^
[Favorite Scent]: cherry blossom !! and some more things I can't remember

Misc.:
[Do You Wear Make-Up]: ewww noo !! :O
[Which is more important, personality or looks]: personality :] it's better to be with someone you can have fun with than with someone who's all about looks !!
[What kind of personality do you like in a guy/girl]: I likey a guy who can keep up with meh hyper~ness, not too serious, funneh, fun to talk to, loves anime&games, etc !! :]
[What is your idea of the perfect guy/girl]: same as above X33 I just wanna be able to talk and act normal around him without fidgetting and wondering what he thinks about me all the time
[Would you ever ask someone out]: ...I'm too scared to -_- though I wanna
[Do you prefer blondes or brunettes]: 0_o any?

Love, Life & Friends:
[What is the first thing you notice about someone]: I notice their smiles and their eyes !!^^
[When’s the last time you cried]: *thinks* a few days ago? *shrugs* X3
[What do you want to be when you grow up]: doctor and an artist :]
[Do you sleep with stuffed animals]: nooo I sleep with meh pillow !! *giggles*
[Do you want children]: 0_o sure why not
[How far have you gotten]: 0_o in what ? in games? well I've finished most of my video games :]
[Do you like someone right now]: yesh bery muchies !! X33 *giggles* T_T I can't get him out of my head at night..
[Do they know]: iono 0_o I hope they'll know :] if they don't...maybe I'll tell them at the movies yesh? *giggles* though it'll be the end of the school year T_T
[Do you have a best friend]: I have a lot :] around...7-10? X33 no matter if they know me a lot or not...it's meh attachment and love for them that makes up for it and back :]

Within the last 24 hours, have you…:
[Hugged someone]: yesh Yume-chan !! :] can I hug more people at school toos?
[Kissed someone]: nooope I shall give meh first kiss to someone special :]
[Gotten along well with your parents]: sure why not I don't really notice at times..
[Fought with a friend]: nooooope :O unless play fighting because we ish high ^^;;

Do you like to...:
[Give hugs]: yesh !! :] but I get nervous if it's for the guy I likey *giggles*
[Give back rubs]: 0_o I've never tried...
[Take walks in the rain]: YESH !! :D I LIKEY THE RAIN !!
[You ever have that falling dream]: yep !! @_@ I twitch awake...
[What is on the walls of your room]: ANIME&GAME POSTERS !! :]
[When you chew gum, what kind]: X33 I don't chew gum anymore

In the last 2 months have/did you...:
[Made Out]: noooope
[Go on a date]: noooope never went on one 0_o even though I had two relationships XDD I guess you won't count those two...
[Go to the movies]: yesh !! :] it's teh movies !! I can't wait for the one on 6/16 !! T_T And yet it'll mark the end of the school year *sighs* NOOOO !! Can it be 6/16 and not be 6/16 at the same time? :]
[Go to the mall]: yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep !! need more gifts for meh fwends who're going aways :]
[Eaten an entire box of Oreos]: noooope !!
[Eaten sushi]: I think 0_o
[Been on stage]: nooope !! MWAHAHAHAHA !!
[Been dumped]: nooope X3
[Had someone be unfaithful to you]: 0_o not that I know of
[Watched The
Smurfs]: ewww no thankies !!
[Hiked a mountain]: noooope let's go !! NOW :D
[Made homemade cookies]: nooooo I wanna make cookies T_T
[Been in love]: yesh !! I've been in wub for so long this year :] but it switched people... *giggles*

Survey from: ReqUestCenTraL

Put and "X" in the "[ ]" if applies to you.

-----You are...
[ ] tall
[ ] in between
[x] short <= as so I've been told many times x_x [ ] blonde [ ] redhead [ ] brunette [x] black
[ ] blue-eyed
[x] brown-eyed
[ ] green-eyed
[ ] hazel eyed
[ ] gold/gray eyed
[ ] black-eyed
[x] glasses <= only in class *nods* X3 [ ] contacts [x] braces
[ ] freckles
[x] piercing(s)
[ ] tatoos
[ ] long hair
[ ] short hair
[x] med. Hair

-----Your nationality includes...
[x] chinese
[ ] indian
[ ] taiwanese
[ ] japanese
[ ] hispanic
[ ] nicoya
[ ] puerto rican
[ ] chicana
[ ] italian
[ ] scottish
[x] filipino
[ ] dutch
[ ] french
[ ] German
[ ] Irish
[ ] Greek
[ ] Portuguese
[ ] Hispanic
[ ] polish
[ ] korean
[ ] jamacian
[ ] canadian
[ ] lithuanian
[ ] Native American
[ ] Russian
[ ] British
[ ] African
[ ] Other
[ ] Australian

-----Your favorite color(s) is/are...
[x] red
[ ] pink
[ ] yellow
[x] black
[ ] green
[x] blue <= light X33 [ ] white [x] silver
[ ] purple
[ ] brown
[ ] orange
[ ] gray

-----Some sports/physical things you have done...
[x] football
[ ] cheerleading
[x] dancing
[ ] lacrosse
[x] soccer
[x] field hockey
[ ] hockey
[ ] rugby
[x] softball
[ ] wrestling
[ ] gymnastics
[x] track/cross country
[x] Basketball
[ ] baseball
[x] golf
[ ] playing in the mud
[x] playing music
[x] hiking
[ ] camping
[x] horseback riding
[ ] marching band
[ ] Skateboarding

-----Your personality is sometimes...
[x] annoying <= iono if people think that but I think I ish annoying to myself sometimes X3 [x] talkative <= only if I'm random and hyper at the moment :] [x] shy
[ ] funny
[ ] serious
[ ] bubbly
[ ] spazzy often
[x] fun loving
[ ] laid back
[ ] strict
[x] hyper
[x] weird

-----The music you like is/are...
[ ] rap...
[x] rock
[x] pop
[ ] country
[ ] hiphop
[x] r&b <= sometimes only [ ] slow jams [ ] Christian [ ] classical [ ] techno [ ] oldies [ ] punk [ ] Metal [ ] reggae [ ] Goth [ ] Latin

-----The pet(s) you have is/are...
[ ] cat
[x] dog <= uuuuused to [ ] lizard [ ] rat [ ] ferret [ ] rabbit [ ] fish [ ] other

-----Clothes you like to wear are...
[ ] plain tshirts
[x] sweatshirts
[ ] stockings
[ ] high heels
[x] sneakers
[x] jeans
[x] pajama pants
[ ] boxers
[ ] underwear
[ ] dresses
[ ] mini skirts
[x] long skirts <= if I have to wear a skirt, I'd wear long ones :] [ ] watches [x] necklace
[ ] hoop earring(s)
[ ] toe socks
[ ] flip flops
[x] halter tops <= what are these agin? 0_o [ ] stilletos [ ] band shirts [x] shorts
[ ] skate clothes

-----The way(s) you like to wear your hair is/are...
[x] down
[x] ponytail
[x] pigtails
[ ] messy bun
[x] half ponytail
[ ] scrunched/curly
[ ] bun
[ ] crimped
[ ] with a bandana
[ ] French braids
[ ] lots of little braids
[ ] Gel
[ ] Hat
[ ] messy (bed head)
[ ] Fohawk
[ ] SIDE SWEEP

-----You eat...
[x] dessert
[x] meat
[ ] diet stuff
[x] healthy foods
[x] junk foods
[ ] a lot of carbs
[ ] lots of meat
[x] salad
[x] seafood

-----A typical friday night...
[x] mall with your friends
[ ] partying
[x] watching movies
[ ] going to the club
[x] staying home
[ ] babysitting and getting $$
[x] hanging out w/ my friends
[ ] hanging out w/ your boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ] working while your friends are out having fun!
[ ] going to gigs with your friends
[x] other

-----Currently you are...
[ ] in a relationship
[ ] single and lovin it
[x] crushing
[ ] single and looking for someone
[ ] just broke up. . . and so sad about it.
[ ] sexually confused

-----Online, you use...
[x] lol
[x] sup
[ ] =D
[ ] lmao
[x] stfu <= just for fuun XDD I like to say it "stehfuh" XDD
[x] ty
[x] jk
[ ] ttyl
[ ] lylas/lylab
[x] g2g
[x] ^^
[x] T_T

-----Did you like this survey?
[ ] yeah
[ ] no!
[ ] it was ok
[x] it was something to do

Whooo~!! Well, okiis gotta go and rest meh laptop :] Byebyes !!

~ Sakura-chan

Is it? =_=

2006-05-23T20:33:00.000-07:00

[[mood]] depressed... -_- *sighs* my gawd...
[[listening to]] Here I Go (Fallin' in Love Again) by One Voice

Heh, I guess long time no post huh? *shrugs* I figured I'd make a new layout first before posting but I guess I gotta let some things out again *smacks my head* I have issues I know...Well prepare for a long stupid post...

I guess it starts out with friends going away again like the last post right? Yep, still depressed over that but it's stupid right? I mean c'mon !! They're going to visit, and we'll keep in touch...But I guess I have that stupid little voice that doubts that we'll all still be friends even in 10 years...That's what I hate about myself...The moment something good happens, my mind starts to develop a bad image into my head...and it's like it's permanently engraved in my head...

*sighs* Well...I guess I'll start with what's up with me again...Ok, so Kikki, Val, and I find out that my nii-chan likes me as more than a sister right? I'm thrilled because I like him too but there's the other part where I still like Pete (*is thinking* OMG !! They frickin better not be reading this =_=). I don't know who to choose but the thing is...I feel more comfortable talking to nii-chan than I do with Pete. But I'm not too scared to talk to Pete...I just don't have much to say...I guess -_- *sighs* Which I feel bad for...

Ok, days pass by and we're on the phone. Steven-nii says that he'll answer any questions we ask him since we need some random topic to talk about since DADDY DJ frickin fell asleep on us again XP Kikki asked me if it's ok if she can ask this one question. I told her I don't care if she asks so she goes ahead and asks him. The question was "would you go out with Hana?" He reads it aloud in the phone and answers "sure." He asks me on the phone but I don't answer because it was too sudden and I was still shocked, so I pretended I wasn't listening -_- Which I kinda felt bad for doing...*sighs*

After thinking about it for a while, I started thinking about saying "yesh" because I heard him say to Kikki that he'll probably ask me out at the movies...But then...as my mind always does...I started thinking about the bad stuff...I wondered about it...I thought I'd be holding him back since he'll be in college next year and I'll still be in high school...I mean he might find someone better that he'll like/love in college...And I guess I kept thinking about how much he says I'm cute and compared it to what I learned in English that guys tend to love with their eyes and not their hearts...I thought that the only reason why he liked me was because I was cute.....I automatically shrugged it off because I was being stupid...

The next day at school...I told Vivian that I overheard on the phone that Nii-chan was going to ask me out and that I'd say "yesh." The thing is that she said that he'll get hurt if I say "yesh" if I'm just doing it out of pity...So that made me question why I was going to say "yesh" and all my other motives...I started asking myself..."Do I really like him or do I just like him because he likes me back?" <--- omg -_- but I know I like him because I like him....*sighs* Unless I'm lying to myself or I can't think straight... ---> "Am I just thinking of saying yes out of pity?"

I started to think it throughout the whole school day...It just got me down but stupid me, other people has much worse and/or same problems as me that I have the right to think "Oh my !! I have a problem !! OMG !! Woe is me !!" Psh...-_-

I guess I'm taking her comment way to serious huh? Iono, I sometimes don't do well with criticism since my criticism of myself is 24/7...

But tell me...Is it selfish when you start to think of your own problems? Is it selfish that you want to go after something/someone you really want in your life? Is it selfish to cry out in pain because of your problems when someone in the world has it worse than you?....I really do wanna know...Is it? My motto in life is that EVERYONE's happiness comesWAY before mine...So now I wanna know...What is the boundary of making yourself happy...? See...omg !! I'm being too problematic...*sighs* But then again no one is reading this but myself right?

I guess since I really have no one to talk to about my problems, it's better to draw it out or talk to nothingness in this blog...I guess I'm too used to holding things inside and pushing people out from knowing what's up with me when I know deep inside I want people to know what's my problem...

I heard that if you keep too much inside, it can really affect your health and can kill you with all the pressure inside...I don't wanna die...But then again it's not like I have anyone to confide in with all these...Probably it's because I don't want people to judge me by my problems...Everytime I do something wrong or there's a problem, I'm sure to say every single little detail because I don't want them to judge me as a bad person...I really hate being judge because as I read from my daily writings and Mr. Burrows's comment, I thrive on people's emotions about me...If people don't like me, disappointed in me, or angry at me...I feel like crap and depressed...If people like me, proud of me, and are happy, I feel soo hyper and happy...

Plus I know people have too much problems on their hands, I don't want to add mine to theirs...

*sighs* Anyways, I'm thinking of making a SquallxRinoa layout with their friends in lil boxes on the side X33 Iono...Still thinking of it but yeah Squall and Rinoa are stickin in my head..I guess I fell in love with the couple but I still love CloudxTifa more *nods* ...Or I can do a SoraxKairi ne? Hmmm, so many decisions !! See, I HATE deciding !! ...I'm sooo frickin indecisive -_-

Omg...2-3 more weeks...And they go POOFERS !! -_- They're not even gonna be here on Friday and the last week...*sighs* Hopefully we ALL can go to the movies on the last day !! And I hope it'll be fun...I want to get my camera and take lots of wonderful memories of this year...I really am going to miss it even with all the crap in between that's happened...The good times made up for it though right? Okiis...I gotta finish my last daily writing @_@ Byebyes !!

~ Sakura-chan

is it really almost over? -_-

2006-05-10T23:15:00.000-07:00

[[mood]] depressed -_-
[[listening to]] Teddy Bear by Ayumi Hamasaki

Heh, long time no post huh?^_^I was thinking of posting after making my new layout...but I really gotta let some stuff out...It's gonna be really depressing and might seem weird/stupid to you. Yet what the hell, I need to get it out...Even if it makes me look stupid or sound cheesy...I just need to pour out my heart and mind before I explode...XP

Iono, the school year is almost coming to an end and it's really getting to me and the others...Kikki, Vivian, and I have been talking about it a lot too. How EVERY SINGLE YEAR we're losing friends since the 7th grade. 7th grade we lost Gisa, 8th grade we lost Yume-chan, now we're losing 4 people !!

I know it's stupid that we're getting attached to 4 people we don't know so well, but we can't really help it...I just bet they don't feel the same way about leaving...Feeling all depressed...But still, we can't help but feel sooo frickin empty and sad that they're leaving...We only met them half-way through the year and now they're leaving...We hardly even got to know them and they have to leave...Haha, if any of them were reading this XDD I bet they'd be laughing at us or thinking we're frickin cheesy and stupid...But iono...I sometimes wish I can read minds so I can know what they're thinking...If they'll miss it at Westmoor...us? But I doubt they'll miss us....I mean c'mon...we barely know each other right...?

Vivian has been telling me about how she'd hate the year to end because she feels like we haven't made it clear that we're friends of theirs. She wants them to know and feel that we're their friends on their graduation day...And I agree with her...So does Kikki. We want them to leave this year knowing we're good friends of theirs...But it's really getting hard right now...Iono...It seems like everytime we try to get closer to them, we get pushed back by another problem into the same spot we were. It's like with nii-chan this month...Iono I felt like we were getting close to him but the night before Kikki, Val, and I went to Santa Cruz, we called up nii-chan and Pete for fun...We were planning on talking but we froze and just stayed silent...Pete hung up but nii-chan was still on the phone and we left him hanging on the phone for 2 hrs without saying anything -_- and I still feel bad about it !! We called him up the next morning to say 'sorry'...We found out that he got mad a little at us....And I just got a bit sad because I still felt bad about it...and like he said that night we weren't saying anything 'that's not what friends do' really got to me...So then I started to feel a rift between us and him...I dunno, it might just be my imagination -_- but I don't know...I'm a bit confused right now...It might be from thinking about this too much and lack of sleep...But Kikki, Vivian, and I still think the hallways are going to feel a bit empty next year...Haha, I guess we're used to seeing them, saying 'hi's', and stalling in the hallways :D Shhh, yesh I do have issues of letting people go XP ...Even if it doesn't seem like it !!

I don't know but I still feel a rift in between us and the feeling won't leave me alone...I guess this is why I haven't been so hyper for the past 2 months?

*sighs* Okii, even though it might be depressing for the year to end but I'll be making a Friends Layout for meh blog^-^And I might go and draw a group pic of us !! ....*shifty gaze* Hopefully they really aren't reading this !! XP Haha !! Okii, I'm going to sleep this off. Byebyes !!

~ Sakura-chan

ewwww STAR testing @_@

2006-04-25T21:57:00.000-07:00

[[mood]] dizzy and sleepy @_@
[[listening to]] Teddy Bear by Ayumi Hamasaki

Hihi !! ^_^ Pooooosting, but I don't really feel like it 0o....my frickin fingers have a mind of its own !! WHEEEE~!! Did you know :] when I'm half-asleep, I tend to ramble randomly? Why yesh I know !! He likes you, too. Yesh the panda is in the garden...The kitty is playing with him...I know he's black and white !! What kind of panda would be pink ?! *coughs* x.x yeaaaah ^_^;;

WHEEE~!! I drew a pretty piccy on the compy^^I ish sooo proud !! Here's thy link to my deviation: http://www.deviantart.com/view/32233701/

I'm sooo effin' proud !! XDD Now if only I can draw like that by hand *innocently smiles* Weird that I can draw on the computer yet I can't draw as nice by hand @_@ Wheee~!! So funneh :D

OMG !! SAKURA FEST was a BLAST on Sunday o4.23.o6^_^ HAHA !! OMG !! I SAW RENO AND CLOUD !! x.x I frickin SCREAMED their names out when I saw them...Yesh, I was in a screamish and hyper mood^^;; But it was creepy !! :O I was just talking about them with Val and Kikki, saying how much it'd be cool if we saw them around the corner and *POOF* we saw them when we turned the corner of the bookstore @_@ OMG !! Reno was *ahem* FUCKIN HOT !! Yeaaaah HAHA !! Then we saw a great cosplayer for Cloud's FFVII:AC version !! OMG !! Then we saw Yachiru(Bleach), Gin(Bleach), Hitsugaya(Bleach), Ichigo(Bleach), Rukia(Bleach), Byakuya (Bleach), Renji (Bleach), Aerith (FFVII), Jin (Samurai Champloo), Sasuke (Naruto), Kakashi (Naruto - frickin disappointed with how the cosplayer turned out -_- it was the hair XDD), Yuna (FFX-2), Kiba (Naruto), Sakura (Naruto), and yeaaah TT_TT There was another but I forgot who it was !! XP Bleh !! OH !! That Kiba cosplayer kept looking at Cynthia, Esthur, and me in the bookstore :O Esthur is Cynthia's church friend X33 Iono why though...Maybe it was because we started talking about Naruto and Kiba after seeing him XDD and yeaaaah. He laughed our way...But but...anyways...We didn't see a whole lot of FF cosplays....OHH !! WE SAW RINOA !!^_^THERE YOU GO !! She was pretty :] but I didn't see Squall with her T_T OMG !! You know what was effin funny yet scary @_@ Here's the chat between Kikki, Val, and me in line for creamy french:

Me: what happens if he comes here dressed up as Reno and I accidentally glomp him? @_@
Kikki: who's "him"? 0o;
Me: o.o
Val: Pete?
Me: wow, Val's fast now and before she was slow...
Kikki: *looks past us to the tree and sees "someone"* HOLY SHIT !!
Val + Me: *looks at Kikki and then looks at the back of us* *we see a familiar looking guy, seconds later we see who it is*
Me: *in my mind: HOLY FRICKIN SHIT!!* *ends up screaming instead*
Pete + his friend: *looks at us*
Kikki: *runs away*
Me: *looks back to see Kikki running and runs after her*
Val: *looks at Pete then looks at "us"* *sees us gone, looks back at Pete who's confused*
Pete: *looks confused and stares at her and the whole scene*
Pete's friend: *laughs at what happened*
Val: *a minute later she hops over to Pete to say hi*

OMFG!! XDD THAT WAS HILLARIOUS !! OMG !! I want that day to happen but Kikki and I soon felt bad after running away from him so we said "sorry" the next day at lunch x.x but my gawd his answer was "sorry for what?" I guess he forgot :O that PIE !!

Whooo~!! OMG !! >:[ Daddy DJ kept Steven-nii, Kikki, and me awake last night @_@ OMG !! When I woke up the next morning, I was frickin dead !! @_@ I woke up early and went back to sleep unti 7:05am !! OMG !! And in Science, I was falling asleep and my head was hurting like HELL !! Plus, I felt like throwing up @_@ Maybe it was also because I didnt eat shit in the morning too @_@ LOL !! I said "shit" :D

Well -_- OMG !! I got an Algebra STAR test tomorrow *sighs* I'll try to end the call early and sleep early this time cause I felt shitty in the morning...Byebyes !! ^-^

~ Sakura-chan

wheee Tsubasa Chronicle !!

2006-04-10T00:24:00.000-07:00

[[mood]] gentle
[[listening to]] Eternally by Utada Hikaru

Hihis!!^_^Ah, I think things are kinda turning around except I don't feel as hyper as I used to be still. I did go high a few hours ago (you can ask Kikki^_^) but I felt relatively calm at the same time...0o you know, I think church and Tsubasa Chronicle did something to me. After going to church and watching Tsubasa Chronicle, I feel gentle and all... I dunno X33

*gently claps my hands together* ^^Tsubasa Chronicle ish a nice anime to watch !! Whooo~! SyaoranxSakura forever!! It's adorable yet sad. Sakura-hime loses her wings of memories and it scatters into feathers in many different worlds so Syaoran was sent, with Sakura-hime, to the dimensional witch, Yuuko. At the same time, Kurogane is sent to Yuuko by Tomoyo-hime and Fai sends himself there. Yuuko takes something of value from the three in order to grant them their wishes. Syaoran's sacrifice was more deepening. He had to sacrifice Sakura's memories of their love in order for him to be able to return her other feathers of memories. ^-^yepyep! And yesh, it's a roll of CLAMP's other anime into one. *glomps Mokona* AH !! I HAVENT SEEN YOU IN A LOOOONG TIME !! X33 it's been long since I've seen Mokona in Magic Knight Rayearth !!

Well, spring break has been alright^^I was able to buy some of my costume materials. I just need the shoes -_- which is hard so I'll just wear regular greenish to yellowish converse. I still need to buy gloves to cut up and I still need to make my tanktop. *sighs* Since meh mommy and grandma are fighting, I have to make the tanktop on my own. Oh wells^^;; Ah, Yume-chan ish coming over tomorrow night...Or should I say this coming night in 18-20 hrs...Now I don't think I'll be alone^^Well I'll go sleep now and watch more Tsubasa Chronicle in the morning. Byebyes!

~ Sakura-chan

Spring Break starts...

2006-04-07T19:09:00.000-07:00

[[mood]] mind is in chaos
[[listening to]] Girl in Your Dreams by M2M

Hihi! Just figured to post...maybe. Today was the last day of school before spring break and man was it kinda sucky !! Well IFD was alright and thank gawd it was outside this time !! It was overly crowded too!

Oh, Kikki showed us this cute guy at school !! Thing is, he happened to have gone to Val's and my elementary school !! He IS kinda cute, but not that we'd have the urge to know him and like him as a crush XDD The others and I agree that he is cute X33

Besides that, the day went up and down for me. First I was neutral, then got hyper, then got quiet, then annoyed, then a bit happy, and finally I was quiet once more !! Whoooo, a moody day. It was soo sunny at first too then it started to rain hecka hard after school and the winds howled.

Hmm, don't really have much to say but that I want to write my story yet I dont want to at the same time...Whooo~! I've been getting quieter and more annoyed for the past 2 weeks now! I wonder why....I don't feel at all hyper like I was before. And if it seems that I am, then that's just a mask XDD It's like a moody "DOT" week but without the "DOT" !! LOL !! I dunno...something is bothering me so much that I'm getting unhyper each day and getting more annoyed....I don't even know what it is that's bothering me -_- Well anyways, I'll go. byebyes.

~ Sakura-chan

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUME-CHAN !! and i beat KH2

2006-04-02T12:29:00.000-07:00

[[mood]] so disappointed and sad with a tinge of bliss XDD
[[listening to]] Passion by Utada Hikaru (English and Japanese)

!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUME-CHAN!!! *glomps her* YAY !! You ish 15 now !! Okii wanted to say that as my first April post^_^ohhhh !! I got KH2 on Wednesday and beat it an hour or two ago !! TT_TT I feel so sad now that it had to end !! Yesh, I'm weird that way that I'm depressed over ending the game...That's what I get for daydreaming too much, I start to think some things are real to me...Well partially real, I know that they're not in realistic form as us, but...they're real in my head !! *points to my head* I have issues, yesh and damn proud of it !!

OMG !! KH2 has LOTS of HOT GUYS in it ^_^and I can name them: Riku, Axel, Sora, Xemnas/Xehanort, Roxas, Leon/Squall, Cloud, and Sephiroth !! HECKA HOT !! XDD and my friends agree too XDD Well only Yume-chan/Tiffany, Kikki/Kukii, and AiMizu/Vivian

OHHH !!! *points at Axel* YOU !! You remind me of RENO !!! Axel: got it memorized? = Reno: yo! XDD If you play KH2 you'll probably notice it too !! WHOO~! *glomps Sora, Riku, and Kairi* YOU GUYS ARE ADORABLE !! XDD I like the ending...it was cool and yet sad !!

I like the one of Yuffie, Yuna, Rikku, and Paine ^-^ oh you guys shall see it when you play it ! Lookie !! Thy beginning and ending !! *sighs* the ending is in Japanese with subtitles, I need to find the English one or get a camcorder and record the ending myself^^

Okii !! Enjoy the vids^_^I gotta do the hw I just remembered and watch some KH 1&2 vids !! Byebyes !!

~ Sakura-chan

New layout X33

2006-03-26T15:52:00.000-08:00

[[mood]] somewhat distraught 0o;;
[[listening to]] Nanairo no Ashita(Brand New Beat) by BoA

NEW LAYOUT!!!

-- that's all X33 yesh I know...so PINKISH!! *shudders* not my fault Sakura blossoms are pink XP

I love the image! It's adorable !! Unfortunately, I can't find the website in which I got the image from TT_TT *has been searching for a week or more now* If you know to which website this belongs to, please contact me so I can give a proper credit !! Gawd, I should start writing down all the images I save and put them somewhere safe.

Bleh, I think I should've played around with the layout a bit more. This was the easiest and fastest layout I've done. That or it's because I had an image of what I would do already...Anyways, it so BLEH !! So boring T_T I might alter it later on to make it less boring.

OHH !! I ish writing a story about my friends and me^_^;; It's pretty damn depressing in my POV! It's about how we're feeling when the school year comes to an end and 3 years later when...yeaaaaah..my friends know !!^^

WAH !! I WATCHED MONONOKE HIME AGAIN LAST NIGHT !! X33 I like San...she's lucky, I wanna be raised in a Wolf tribe like Moro's tribe !! Have wolves for adopted-brothers and adopted-mother!! LOL !! Yesh, I wuuuuuuub wolves X33 I wub nekos [ cats/kitties ] and usagis [ bunnies ] too! ^_____^

*sighs* -_- I miss my Reno layout now... XDD Maybe I can put it back up after April or May....which comes to mind !! I wish was born in May instead of September X33 then actually the name Sakura would fit! LOL !! Oh well^-^September ish a fun birth month !! Except when you have school on your bday -_- like last year !! LOL !!

~ Sakura-chan

hihi X33

2006-03-25T06:56:00.000-08:00

[[mood]] half awake-half asleep
[[listening to]] Ai Wo De Zhi Ge by S.H.E.

Hihis !! X33 Okii just posting for the sake of boredom^-^;; Once again !! lol ! My goodness >:[ what's wrong with waking up at 6am on the weekends ?! *received 2 IMs right away* Geez, Grandpa and Pete !! PSH !! Yesh I know I'm crazy. I can wake up anytime :] it just so happens that I COULDNT go back to sleep X33 and I was bored...

Bleh x.x We got an oral presentation on Tuesday in science !! Meh partner and I got wetland ecosystem but there's not a lot of info =_= and I'm getting soo sleepy and tired now !! *sighs* Saturdays are always my " wake up early and sleep hecka late " day :] Sunday's my sleep-in day^_^

OHOH !! LOOKIE !! FIRE&WIND!!! Yesh^_^YUNSUNG&TALIM!!! ^_^yesh I love this SC [ Soul Calibur ] pairing !! Shut up !! >:[ So I have a thing for pairing up people in video games and anime when I get bored...Besides^^everyone deserves someone yesh? Okii then !! XDD Ohhh after searching for Talim on the internet^-^I found a great Filipino legend of how the world was created in their eyes^_^ !! Wind is one of the greatest elements that helped in the creation of the Philippines so naturally there was a village in the Philippines that worshiped the Wind Deity, Lihangin, who literally translates to Wind X33 I dont know why "Li" is in front of the deitys' names but probably it has something to do with their stature !! Talim is also thy first Filipino fighting game character X33 and !! She's also the last Wind Priestess in her village =_= there couldve been more but I guess it has something to do with the corruption of the country due to Spanish and American invasion. We believed in the Wind God and Sky God (Father and Son), Sun God, Water Goddess and God (Father and daughter), Heavenly Goddess, Land God, Moon God, and yeaaaaah X33 that's all I can remember. Hmm, and YunSung is 18 years old, Korean warrior who was born in Chili-san in the Lee Dynasty. @_@ Gawd he's TALLER than Talim !! LOL !! He's like 5'9" and Talim's 4'8" and she's 15 !! @_@ I guess DJ was right, most Filipinos werent meant to be tall... TT_TT awwwwwwwww man !! TCH !!

Ohh, if I can finish my chores and hw today X33 I can start and maybe finish my new layout !! Plus^-^I think I'm gonna make a webbie to hold meh quizzes so I dont have to keep saving them on my email @_@ OMG !! Yesterday in the morning, YUMI-CHAN GLOMPED ME AND WE FELL TO THE GROUND !! LOL !! X33 and all because I had my hair down into PIG-TAILS!! Psh, KIKKI thinks I should have the pig-tails more up so I could look more like a bunny >:[ LOL !! okii byebyes!!

~ Sakura-chan

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !! X33

2006-03-21T18:12:00.000-08:00

[[mood]] calm and in thought
[[listening to]] Why Me by YUI

Hihi !! ^_^ Wsup ne? Just posting because just wanting to say this: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY PETE !!! X33 Okii done, your ooooold you know? Lol !! Just kidding with ya^-^Well everyone went high today, I mean we really did X33 It was fun !! Birthdays makes us high !! Ahh, Kikki and Val caked Pete X33 while Cynthia, Vivian, and I just watched. I still owe him 12 more pokes, Kikki owes him 17 more. Plus, when Vivian and I poked him at the same time at the sides, he went "HATCHA!" LOL !! That's what really made us laugh XDD Never have your back turned towards us when we're high^^Sadly, nii-chan wasnt there to see it all :O Oh well, maybe next time !! If there is one..Hmm, we're planning to give his birthday pokes and all in advance since we wont be seeing him on his bday in a few months since they're all going off to college XP

Well anyways, I'm still wondering how Val, my mom, and I got on the subject of BOYFRIENDS while we were eating...My mom actually said that I CAN have a boyfriend if I can keep my grades up without him distracting me and that we don't have pre-marital *shudders* s-s---se---sex EW !! x.x She actually said that !! She said in the car that it's ok for me to hang out with him but that she better not catch me with him on the streets or anywhere kissing and all that crap!...I find that creepy...My mom actually said that !! @_@ Then my mom went crazy and said, "Bring him home once so I can see if he's cute or not !" I just gave her a weird stare and said, "Mooooooom!!" Then she goes, "Just kidding !! Just let me see if he's a good boyfriend or not! If not, then he'll get his ass kicked."

Lol. Sometimes my mom lightens me up I guess. But...ewwwww I told her this after all of that, "MOM !! MY GAWD !! You're supposed to be one of those parents that says 'NO! You cant have a boyfriend! I forbid you! You have to have a boyfriend when you're 30!'" and she says it's ok that I can have one just as long as I dont get distracted by him....*shudders* Then later on she goes, "Why? You planning to have a boyfriend? Who is he? Is he a guy from school?" .....Funny yet a creepy day today X33

I also had a weird dream. There was this guy in my school that I knew that likes me but wouldnt stop bothering me...and sometimes he annoys the hell out of me but I dont really wanna say anything cause that'd be rude. I didnt want to hurt him but in my dream I snapped (not rudely, in a calming tone) that I dont like him that way because " I love-- " then my dream ended right there. I had a sense whose name I was gonna say but @_@ stiiiiill...I've never been that straight-forward about it !! My gawd, I guess Mr. Burrows was right...Dreams are where you let out all your feelings...Like this one-two whole weeks I had a dream about someone....ACK !! Those were freaky dreams *points at my friends* THEM !! THEY BETRAYED ME !!! They made me sit next to this guy since we were riding in a car to go on a trip TT_TT They started giggling because they were trying to pair me up with him when I didnt want to sit next to him...They told me to sit next to them when I asked them to move over a bit...Psh, just because I had to go back inside the house to get my ipod XP

Okii, well that's enough today ... We actually barely have any hw X33 Well except for the daily writing...And I need to think about my essay *sighs*...okii byebyes !!

~ Sakura-chan

X33 random

2006-03-15T20:40:00.000-08:00

[[mood]] mixed X33
[[listening to]] Over it by Annaliese Van Der Pol

Hihi !! :D whooo~! My emotions are chaotic this week X33 iono why hopefully it'll be gone by next week. Well just posting because...0o I dunno really...But I finished meh FFVII character !! X33 I've been remaking her a lot now.
Wheee~!^_^not at all too good but oh well X33 As always, I love rushing for some reason !! Lol, well I might draw her by hand hopefully better^^;; Here's some of her statistics:

Name: Sakura [[ yesh she has no last name :D for now I guess ]]
Gender: female duh^-^
Age: Game: 17 Movie: 19
Residence: Wutai
Occupation: Ex-assassin for ShinRa and one of the last shinobi
Height: 163.8cm - 166.4cm (5'4 1/2" ft-5'5 1/2" ft) [[ dont mind thy cm calculations :D ]]
Weight: 49.9kg-53.1kg (110lbs-117lbs)
Bloodtype: A
Weapons: double daggers, senbons, shurikens, and martial arts

Well that's just her basics^_^there's soooo much more but that's all I'm saying XDD Now I must make a Sakura rpg character that can go for any story ^-^ I still need to decide on her family :D All I know is that Aerith's her (older) sister figure, she had a nii-chan (Kyoshi) who supposedly died, and I'm not sure if Yume-chan's still my sister 0o I think she is :D so her rpg character is my character's nee-chan !! Hmm, I might alter the thing about her nii-chan but I'm not sure X33 Oh !! I forgot to mention^_^;; this pic of my character is only the AC & DoC version !! The original game version ish on my deviant account^^

Ah, today was alright X33 In 2nd period, >:[ the sub called me a BABY 6TH GRADER!! 0o He called everyone who was still 14 a baby, but when I went to shut the door because he asked anyone to shut the door. He looked at me and said that I seem the youngest out of ALL the people in my algebra class. He said I looked like a 6th grader and was wondering if I'd snuck in high school >:[ EVIL !! Then then, a counselor came in in English to talk to us about our schedule for next year ^^ I think I'll be taking in my sophomore year: English 3-4 ( I wanna try to get Enriched but I dont wanna do the essay TT_TT ); World History C&G(P); Geometry (most likely^^); P.E. 10-12; Biology or Integrated Science II; and my electives are either Spanish 1-2(P), Fabric Art & Design 1-2 ( this will help so much for making cosplay costumes and plushies :D ), Food and Nutrition ( I wanna cook so I can cook dinner at home :D so I can feel independant ), or Art 1-2 (P) ( of course art !! :D I wanted to take Draw/Paint but TT_TT I need Art 1-2 first)

then for Junior Year I want: Creative Writing (P); U.S. History 1-2; Algebra II ( I wish I got Geometry right now so I can take this for next year TT_TT ); Integrated Science II or Chemistry ( I hope we don't need Integrated Science II so I can get Physiology in Senior :D ); Spanish 3-4 (P), and I still stand by my other 3 choices of electives :] Fabric Art & Design 1-2, Food and Nutrition, Art 1-2(P)
Senior Year: Film Lit. ( HAH !! :D since we're already doing Daily Writings in Mr. Burrow's class, I can get in his class again and the daily writings will be a snap^_^ ) that or Creative Writing again or English 7-8 (H); Government/Economics ( gawd !! TT_TT I wanted psychology too ! ); Triganalysis/Statistics/Calculus ( I really want either one of these TT_TT I just hope I don't die but SH00T !! I need Triganalysis for Calculus so that's a no. ); Physiology ( learn the ways of stealth kills >:] just kidding !! but it seems interesting ); Spanish 5-6(P); and blah blah :D same electives choices !!

...yesh I planned out my schedules for all my years in high school :O Can't hurt to get ahead and choose what you want before it's out yesh?^^Okii then !! *sighs* I hope I can get into all these classes and not die x.x Whoo~! AiMizu-chan and I started talking about this in English and we decided to follow the UC recommendations to get into better colleges and compete!! Then we might take extra classes in junior year TT_TT Yeah, we're gonna die...then !! Come senior year :D I can go anywhere I want until 8pm!! WHOOO~! I WANNA DRIVE >:] LOL! Okii this ish all X33 byebyes!! whee meh bad if I bored you^^;;

~ Sakura-chan

kailan piling ko nag-iisa ako

2006-03-12T22:40:00.000-08:00

[[mood]] broken and I guess depressed again -_-
[[listening to]] Somewhere I Belong by Linkin Park
VINNY !! X33 I LOVE Vinny, but :D he's not mine and I love Reno much more^-^...but anyways...

*sighs* wanna tell me what you do when you feel broken? ^-^;;

- - Naramdaman ko pa nag-iisa ako patagin kasama ko ang mga kaibigan ko...kailan ako subukin sa sabihin akin diwa, ako makaramdam maibigan ako ay sinusulat pabayaan - -

. . . watashi wa iiotosu kabe no hana . . . 私は無言の人気の落ちた銘柄である^_^whooo :D I like that iiotosu kabe no hana !! But TT_TT iono if I said it right *sighs* Oh, and I'm selling Sakura Fest tickets for this Friday X33 only $3 !!^^Then everything inside the fest ish free !!

~ Sakura-chan

New LAY0UT Y0!

2006-03-04T17:53:00.000-08:00

[[mood]] accomplished and satisfied
[[listening to]] Turks' Theme from FFVII and Uso Mitaina "I Love You" by Utada Hikaru

NEW LAY0UT, YO!!!^_^LOL! It's dun dun dun...RENO! *glomps him* I love him oh-so-very much!

The creds have been altered for this layout X33 and I might fix the profile area but I'm very much satisfied with this! My inspiration of this layout came from Libertine as stated in the credits^_^;; Even the images I used was from there! WHOOHOO~! If you want me to take it down, Libertine, please contact me then. Sorry if it goes against the ToU! Wait..*goes to read it*

It took me two days to find out what to make. Around 3 hours to make and code it. Ohhh~! Yume-chan wrote her story !! ^_^it's a semi-FF fic and there's OOC~ness in the characters...Well some *points at Sephy* like him but for the sake of comedy XDD YOU BUTTON SMASHER!! *breaks down laughing* and you know^^frilly origami!!! Awww that's adorable! Here's the story (also includes her side notes XDD):

(Been thinking about changing the story title...got any ideas? ^_^)
~Random Story Scenes that have popped into my head~
~YumexSephy...kinda~
"Ya know I was surprised when you guys dance."Sephiroth mumbled, trying a combo." Cheater quit blocking."
"Why?...blocking isn't cheating." Yume tried to land a kick but fell prey to another combo." but doing the same combo over and over is!"
" I expected a group of female dancers to do a bunch of ass shaking and crap like that" He input another combo and laughed as she was hit." pfft button masher."
"PUNK!...We're a group of DANCERS, not SLUTS" She waited for the right time before doing her own move, right, down-right, down-left, left, x, x, o, the poor opposing character lost 1/4 of his life"HAH! BOOYA! Take that ya NOOB!"
"Hey! The hell?!" He saw her try another combo and did the only thing he could think of.He unplugged her controller."Your mine!"
"What?! NOOO!!" She tackled him and pressed random buttons,slowly moving his character toward the ledge.
"Hell no!" He knocked the abused controller from her hand and pinned her down.
"..."
"..."
"SEXUAL HARRASSMENT!" She screamed. He immedeatly jumped away,face red with embarassment.She took this opportunity to replug her controller and finish off his character"oOo soo pwnd"
(Small Explination: ^_^ In my story I'm thinking of making us part of a dance group that sometimes performs in competitions to gain the prize money or sometimes for the heck of it. Though I'll mostly act as the group's DJ.)
___________________Different Scene___________________~? x ?~
(Had no particular couple in mind just a random convo in my head)
"I'm going to kill you"
"Why? C'mon out now"
"No"
"How are you going to kill me if your in there"
"...I'll use a gun"
"You dont have a gun"
"...I hate..you"
"Thats not what you said last niiiigghht"
"Shut Up!!"
He chuckled "Come out already"
"...fine..."
She pulled the curtain aside and he smiled.
(S.E.: Most likely a little scene in near the end or middle of the story and I still have to decide what couple does it...if I keep the scene)
___________________Different Scene___________________
~SakuraxReno~
"...what would be a good present..to give the girl you...like"The red-headed boy mumbled.
The silver-haired boy in front of him quirked an eyebrow "THEE Reno,playboybunny of the school, ask moi,loner/bully of the school, on advise on girls?"
Reno growled under his breath and grumbled "Well you got Yume to like you and you two've been arguing for years. how did you do it?"
"First of all the thing between me and Yume is...complicated...and sceond of all you have a bunch of girls hanging off you everyday,all the time why not just do the same thing you did to them?"Sephiroth turned away and continued to fold the origami paper into shurikens before putting them in the pile next to him.
Reno sighed "She's different okay. She's not some slut that wants me for looks or anything"
"..."
"STOP DOING ORIGAMI AND GIVE ME ADVICE YO!" Reno pulled the shuriken from him and launched it at Sephiroth effectivly getting it stuck in his hair.
"Do you notice how you say "yo" when your yelling? Anyway give her flowers or something..."
"Cant afford to buy any"
"Pick some"
"Flowers growing in Midgar? Yea right"
"Make them"
"Didnt I just state that flower are nearly impossible to grow here?"
"I meant origami idiot"
"huh?"
Sephiroth sighed"Just watch." He picked up two decorated square from another pile next to him" leettss piiicckkk...brown and light blue" He carefully folded one square pinching parts,and folded some more. Reno watched in fastination as it started to form a sakura flower. Next the brown square was floded and twisted slighty making a branch. Sephiroth pulled a ribbon from no where and used it to tie the sakura to the branch."Viola"
"Wo-wait...a...momment...and how did you learn this frilly foo foo flowers and ribbons stuff?"Reno looked at Sephiroth suspiciously.
Sephiroth growled at him " I needed to learn it for my project on Japan and STOP LOOKING AT ME LIKE THAT!!"
"Whatever..."Reno reached out to take the sakura but Sephiroth moved it away.
"This one is for Yume making your own"
"You suck up"
"Kiss my ass"
"Sorry dont swing that way"
"Just make your frickin flower"
~
Reno glanced nervously at his little creation.'Did I go over the top?' He winced slighty thinking of the corni~ness of the gift before quietly placing it in her locker and closing it. He casually walked away trying to hide the red in his face.
~"Sakkii I gotta go potty.."
"ookkaayyyy" Sakura looked at Yume funny before scooting away slightly"Go bathroom then.I gotta go to my locker real quick"
"okiedokie momma!"Yume turned and dashed to the bathroom.
"Not your momma!"Sakura called over her shoulder. He eyes widened when she saw her locker partially open. She immedeatly stomped to it thinking someone had stolen from her and was suprised to find a small Sakura tree in a small vase,made completely of origami. She examined it closely and found a shuriken stuck in one of the branches. scribbled in not too neat hand writing was her name. Figuring that the shuriken was a note she opened it.
-Sakura-chan
The day these flowers die,is the day I stop loing you
R.K.-Sakura face instantly became flushed.Then changed to a look of confusion'....wait...who's R.K.?'
(S.E.: Looonngggest scene I made so far.XDD I dont swing that way silly Reno.Lets preettennndd that we only know Reno's first name.riiiight? right. and I took the last name from OOC Reno. XDD)

^_^I LOVE IT!! HAHA XDD so very entertaining! Did you guys enjoy? Like I said, it's a FF FIC with our RPG characters X33 the others will be there too, but she's still thinking of more scenes to merge^^Well I gotta go and rest my computer while continuing my evil hw XP Byebyes~!

~ Sakura-chan

RENO :D

2006-03-01T16:58:00.000-08:00

[[mood]] gigglish XDD *giggles* WHOOO~!
[[listening to]] How Many Times by 1TYM

Hihi :D Ohh! Don't mind about yesterday's post X33 I was having meh mood swings^-^;; but I still stay by it!

Ohhh! I just wanna say this: RENO !! *sighs* okii done :D I just needed to get it out! MY GAWD @_@ How is it that everytime I dream about a guy more than once...I start to fall in love with him? 0o;; weird ne? HAHA XDD That or I've loved them since but :] meh dream helped me realize it! It only goes for FF characters^^;; and maybe some anime guys...!

I wanna dress someone up as Reno and glomp him >:] I WILL! Even if I have to dress up one of my friends...*shifty gaze* Hmmm, who to pick? :]

*shakes Reno* YOU! >_< you ish evil! You wouldn't leave me alone 3-4 times in a row in my dreams @_@ He frickin stole my first kiss in my dream !! That's k :D he's hot XDD *giggles*

Ohhh!!! I ish workin on meh cosplay outfit now X33 Yesh I shall be Yuffie and track down my Reno-kun!!!

Ohhh!!! I shall draw Reno for the Sakura Fest flyers in my school and make a layout of him! OH! And draw the whole turk together :] or just Reno, Rude, and Elena....or just Reno and Rude^^then! I wanna make plushies :D

Whoooo~! I feel so high :D I wanna swim again X33 I like the elementary backstroke! WHOOO!!! Well gotta finish hw TT_TT 1 Science review sheet, 1 Science sound waves wrksheet, 1 Health review sheet, and 1 daily writing. Okii :D Byebyes!

~ Sakura-chan

OMG !!! SHIT THIS FUCKIN LIFE !!

2006-02-28T19:32:00.000-08:00

[[mood]] so close to getting pissed and breaking down !!
[[listening to]] I'll Attack by 30 Seconds from Mars

You know what ?! I have so much frickin anger pent up in me right now I'll let it all out here! This damn moment I will!!

OMFG! I'm sorry that I go out, but do you really expect me to stay at home with idiots who think that I'd be happy if you buy me stuff?! Do you think I'd be happy if you give me every fuckin items I want ?! Do you think I'd be happy with this ?! DO YOU?!

I swear!! Don't frickin tell me who're my friends and who aren't! They're my friends so I decide who are MY friends !! Just because mine aren't perfect doesn't mean that yours are!

Don't frickin compare me to my frickin damned cousins who you think are "perfect" because no one is perfect! Don't frickin compare me to Ate Kristine because she has the "perfect" life, "perfect" grades, "perfect" choices, "perfect" "perfect" "perfect"!!!

Don't think that you know me soooooo well that you can judge me !!! You don't know ANYTHING about me! So don't think about deciding my life for me because it's MY life! Just because you srewd your own life doesn't mean you can screw with mine!

Don't frickin tell me lies! Don't frickin promise me anything because I have no frickin TRUST for you anymore! Don't frickin expect that I'd come crying to you because of my problem because you've never ever helped me before! I've always had to do everything by myself! Don't think that my friends are horrible because they dont do anything for me! That's because you frickin dont know the whole story! Just because I give them things doesn't mean I should get things back! I don't frickin care if I get anything because all I care is about giving!

Don't frickin tell me that family is the most important thing! TELL ME! Have you ever been a frickin family to me?! HUH?! I don't think so! Do you ever wonder why I'm always smiling and happy with my friends but when with you guys I frickin keep my mouth shut, NEVER fuckin smile, and never want to go outside to hang with you guys ?!

NO! I don't think you guys know all of this because you never ever ask, never ever try to understand me, and never ever try to ask me for my point of view! You guys just sit around there and start talking shit about me! I SWEAR !! If I was really pissed right now, I swear I would frickin break down in front of you guys saying all this! BUT NO! You think I fuckin dont care about you?! Tell me! How is it that I try to do something that would benefit you guys, you guys never seem to notice the good things about it! How come whenever I ask for help you fuckin just turn around and ignore me or say "I DONT KNOW"?! TELL ME!

So tell me, when I went to the doctors and I was referred to the psychiatrist for my depression problem that started 7th grade, why the hell ask "why are you sad"? OMG! That was the frickin funniest thing I have ever heard in my frickin life! That's because you never seem to notice huh ?! YOU FRICKIN THINK THAT MY FRIENDS AREN'T THE BEST?! Then tell me how come they noticed that I was depressed the moment they saw me ?! HUH?! OMG!!!

Do you ever wonder why I have such a damn low self-esteem?! That's because all you do is yell at me and not ask why it happened! You guys always expect to be right! OMG! You guys never even let me voice my frickin opinion!

If you're so huffed up and pissed at me about getting home after school, THEN DONT FRICKIN CARE OR PICK ME UP! It wouldn't even make a difference!!!

*breathes* GAWD! Okii! I'm done

~ Sakura-chan

random ness XD

2006-02-23T17:38:00.000-08:00

[[mood]] I ish calm and bored :]
[[listening to]] Field of Dreams by Do As Infinity

Hewwo-minna-san! :D Ohhh~! I ish bored again X33 so I'll rant I guess! WHEEEEEE! I BOUGHT 6 NEW MANGAS!! ^-^YAY! I bought Bleach Vol. 2, Fruits Basket Vol. 12, Chobits Vol. 1&2, DNAngel Vol. 2, and Glass Wings Vol. 1^^

Glass Wings - I guess it was a new manga since I've never seen it before :D and it was at the top shelf where all the new mangas were! It looked kinda interesting, somehow Hagane (the main character) reminded me of Daisuke (DNAngel) X33 so I just took it...it was 0o;; kinda weird. The graphics looked ok, but sometimes the eyes were so plain and big and so was the hands. The stories were too straightforward and all dealing with the lost of someone close. There were like 3 different stories there too, all dealing with love. @_@ I think the first story had lots of INCEST! Wheee~! Ain't that cool? X33 I bought an incest-filled manga! :D LOL!

Wheee I'm so bored :D I still need to finish hw @_@ I'll finish it all today !! Then I have to draw flyers for the Sakura Fest at school. Ohhh! I might go to the movies with Yumi, Candii, Kukii, and Esther(Yumi's church friend) to watch either Date Movie or When A Stranger Calls X33 either one is fine with me as long as I don't fall asleep again even if for a minute. LOL! Kukii almost fell asleep too :O

Wheee !! WE STARTED PLAYING MS AGAIN !!! X33 I'm playing Windia a lot now too. Whee :D It's fun but I hate lvling since there's too much people @_@ Taking meh kills sometimes and my mp restores soo slowly. LoL! Ohhh GUYS on ms are creepy @_@ kinda...I swear LOL XDD

Well I gotta go :D I will lvl later! Byebyes! Ohh! And here are two pics my friends and I took on V-DAY!^_^
[[ A-C-K-S-Y ]] <3 [[ A-C-K-S-Y ]]

~ Sakura-chan

sighs ._.

2006-02-20T14:53:00.000-08:00

[[mood]] dissatisfied ._.;;
[[listening to]] Hear Me Cry by Utada Hikaru

Konnichiwa-minna-san! I have a new layout up >_>but it's crappy as HELL! I ruined Squall and Rinoa TT_TT Maybe I shouldn't be experimenting with the layouts I intend to put up...For some reason, everytime I try to have a layout with dark colors as the main colors, it's always crappy as hell -_-

Ohh, Friday was a half and half happy and depressing @_@ I was in a baaaaaaaaaaad mood for some reason because I was mostly quiet at lunch. I swear, whenever it gets crowded I'm quieter than a whisper. It was raining so we had to move the IFD booths inside the small gym which was overly crowded!

But but :D When we were on our way to 6th period, I POKED nii-chan at the side when I passed and he twitched to the wall and shouted "AH!" XDD Kikki and I had a front row seat to see it, too! It kept us laughing XDD and it still makes us laugh! :O Kikki wants me to poke him again! LOL! And yet he doesnt want meh to XDD
Saturday, Kikki, Val, Val's family, Kendrick, and I went to Quickly's before we went to the movies and Val's mom was getting pissed that the service was slow because we've been waiting an hour for our whole order! We were almost late for the movie but we found some good seats at the top rows. OMG! @_@ Pink Panther was HILLARIOUS yet BORING AS HELL at the same time...so boring that I actually fell asleep for at least 5-10 minutes XDD

PSH! NII-CHAN, YOU'RE MEAN! >:[ I'm NOT cute! X33 Kikki is! Say she's cuuuuuuuuuuter! *mumbles and giggles* Ahh, last night was fun X33 now it's boring as hell so that's why I'm ranting!

Sakura Fest >> I'm going to be cosplaying as Yuffie(FFVII:AC) at the Jtown Sakura Fest TT_TT Except iono if I can finish her costume in time...and now I want wear a RED KIMONO like Miku's from Fatal Frame. *sighs* Maybe I can try to do both X33 WHEEEEEE~!

WEIRD Dream >> OMG! -_- I had another weird dream and this time it had something to do with ShinRa and YOU! *points at Reno* YOU! >_> I don't like you! You invaded my dreaaaaaaaaams~! I guess I was a semi-villian going against ShinRa which my character does do(yesh, I was my rpg character in my dream). I dunno, I ended up in a van with Reno...There was someone in league with me....and I called her Nanny McPhee(gawd from the movie !) yet in my head I was 'WTH?!' Then Reno was looking at me saying 'Why not come back to ShinRa with me?' I had a smirk on my face and put hand to his cheek and leaned in to say 'Why? I was the one who burned ShinRa down so why?' He answered me, 'I can convince Rufus to let you back.' Then suddenly we're somewhere and he and Cloud were fighting @_@ WEIIIIIIIIIRD! GAWD!

Okii I gotta go @_@ gotta clean! Then I'm gonna see if I can fix up meh layout -_- Byebyes!

~ Sakura-chan

DIE !! DIE !! DIE !!

2006-02-14T18:02:00.000-08:00

[[mood]] pissed and yet calm at the same time
[[listening to]] All You Wanted by Michelle Branch

XP I HAVENT started on my Health project or my cosplay costume TT_TT I've been procastinating now. . . but but :O !!! HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY !!!

Today was a half better half worse day. Today was good because of the fact that Candii-chan and Yumi-chan gave us all these t-shirts with our RPG Nicknames and it's Japanese Kanji counterpart on the front :D We took pictures together at this picture place in Westlake too! Bad part was that when my dad picked me up, he said that there were >_< NO MORE stocks of my cell >:[ HOLY FRICKIN HARU! I will STRANGLE AND BURN the girl who took it! SHE FRICKIN USED IT ON THE DAY I LOST IT TOO! :O Now all the cells that are left in stock are the crappy ones and the expensive ones ._. I want my own cell back! *sighs* oh well! @_@ I'll try to live then . . .

Ohhh, after school @_@ YUMI-CHAN TRIED TO MAKE ME HUG STEVEN-NII-CHAN! XDD HAHA! I only glomped his arm X33 she kept pushing me to him XDD I felt drunk when she did that since I was half sleepy :D I will glomp him tomorrow *waves hand dismissively in the air*...maybe... XDD He thought we were going crazy because we were slightly screaming random stuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuff @_@ then OMG! Yumi-chan said that we looked like a couple when I glomped and linked my arm to his XP I always do that to people so HAH! And he's meh nii-chan :O Silly Yumi-chan!

In English @_@ OMG! Mr. Burrows made us do this Daily Writing where we write who we LOVE and explain why we love them. We even have to put our cruuuuuuuush and who we want to love ._. AiMizu-chan and I kept asking questions like if we didn't want to put their names XDD and we asked if he knew these two buddies of ours in his class :O

LOL X33 Well, I wanna keep this short so :O Gotta finish hw! Byebyes~!

~ Sakura-chan

wheee^_^

2006-02-12T15:47:00.000-08:00

[[mood]] busy @_@
[[listening to]] Wu Ke Qui Dai by S.H.E.

lookie!^_^

You are the comforting friend. You like listening
your friends deals and advicing them...that's
really nice! You are caring and is always
there for the ones you like!

What kind of friend are you?(anime pics)
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You are the nonsense friend...you are happy, crazy
and a disaster...You're a really good friend
but kinda dumb, well, you're funny and cute
and that's what makes people like you...

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^_^;; just been taking lots of quizzes while balancing my chores! @_@ My curtains are evil, it took me 15-20min to put the bar on because it kept falling off. . .

CORPSE BRIDE rules! X33 it's addicting! LOL! Oh and Yume-chan came over on Friday night :O YAY! Then we went to Kukii's house in the morning around 7:15am and kept her up^^even though she was awake watching tv! She looks oh-so-adorable in her pajamas! X33 LOL! Then we started to SPAM her "BIGA BROTHER'S" IM box for fun X33

We were supposed to go to the movies to watch When A Stranger Calls but instead ended up going to the mall for hours @_@ I went broke after. LOL! Then we went back to Candii's house and ate while watching Corpse Bride after DDR and Karaoke.

WHEEE~! It was fun on Friday and Saturday :O especially Saturday! LOL! If only AiMizu and Yumi were there TT_TT HAH! Candii, we know what you're giving us on V-day! :O I ish buying V-day grams for my friends^^I have to buy 9! WHEEE~! Okii, I have to finish fixing my room. Byebyes

~ Sakura-chan

Tian Hui - Dark Sky

2006-02-08T18:29:00.000-08:00

[[mood]] empty and confused
[[listening to]] Tian Hui 天灰 by S.H.E.

. . . It's the music video for Tian Hui 天灰 by S.H.E.. . . it's pretty much a sad story of two people who doesn't confess their love for each other, so it goes unsaid when one of them dies. . .It really did make me sad 0o Because of it, I want to write a sad story^-^;; Oh well. I did write a sad poem though... oh yeah Val's Bday was on 2/7 so Happy Birhtday to her. . . even though I already said it in person, I haven't said it here yet.

I lost my cell on 2/6 so if anyone gets a call or text from my cell starting that day, it isn't me. . . My dad said he'd buy me a new phone if we can't find it in a week, thing is I DON'T want a new phone. I want my old one back, I want my memories there, I want my jingles back. . . I don't care for the phone, I care for the memories and the bells I had on there! Well anyways, since there isn't much to say, I'll just go. . .

~ Sakura-chan

nothing special. . .

2006-02-04T22:16:00.000-08:00

[[mood]] empty . . .
[[listening to]] First Love by Utada Hikaru

Your wise quote is: "Our greatest glory is not
in never falling, but in rising everytime we
fall" by Confucius.
Yes indeed, you see true strenght can only be
seen when a person has "fallen". Only
then one can tell how they will handle it. Just
don't make others fall so you can know who they
really are. You on the other hand may be a very
quick recoverer and don't let people bring you
down. You are your own, and you're find with
that. Emotional issues is something you handle
rather nicely.

What wise quote fits you? [pics]
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~*~Result nr 6~*~

Your power is: Transformation

Explanation: Unlike everyone else you
can change your body materia and transform into
anything (e.g. an animal). This can be used in
good purposes for infiltrating evil
headcuarters or adjust your physical abilities
by transforming and therefor do better in
battle. If turned to the evil side, a
transfomer could manipulate the "good
guys" by looking like their loved ones and
break them down.
As a person you are dissapointed with life. You
have not so many interests anymore and has
become depressed. Of course you can be happy,
but your happiness subsides quickly and don't
last very long. You isloate yourself from
people since you think they would only hurt
you, but some part just wants someone equal who
understands the pain. When you transform it
gives you freedom and you can be anything but
yourself. You often pity yourself but don't let
people come near and know what's going on with
you. But the thought of opening up and risking
being betrayed is too strong and intimidating
to even try.
Negative aspects: You carry much hate to
the world and yourself and in the long run this
could lead to dangerous thoughts
(suicide/cutting/killing) though the last one
is least likeable since you would probably just
have too much guilt.

What Power is Compatible With You? [beautiful anime pictures 12 detailed results]
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You Lack Freedom. It seems to me that someone or
somebody is abusing you. You can't get out
because you are locked up. You don't know why
they are doing this to you. Tey toy with you
like an animal. They say you are awkward and
different. You don't like it. You want to run
away, far away, a place where you are free and
all those bad memories you have are erased.
However, you can't You are stuck in chains.I my
opinion, you are one of the most depressed
person I've ever known.

What do you Lack the Most?(awesome anime)
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You Lack Potential. Mostly self-confidence. You are
very, very silent and serene. You can't think
fast and it takes you about five minutes for
you to answer a silly question. Don't be shy!
Stand up for yourself! Everyone's laughing
because you lack confidence! Show what you are
really made out of.

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Your Japanese name should be

'Aki'

which means
"autumn".

You can be compared with
autumn, the way the autumn weather changes, is
how your feelings change. You have these mood
swings you can't control; one moment you're
happy, the next you're feeling almost
depressed. You're probably sensitive and
creative.

Which Japanese name fits you best? [females, 9 results absolutely stunning ANIME pictures!]
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Your Hidden Power Is Wind

You have a twisted soul. You change your
directions and mind easily. Your beauty is you
over powering feature. But many enemies are
surprised by your beauty and your great power
to control wind

Gem Stone: Amethist, Eye
Color:Grey Blue,Hair Color:Grey that
goes to your shoulder Blades

Quote:And if the cloud bursts, thunder
in your ear You shout and no one seems to hear. And if the band you're in starts playing different
tunes I'll see you on the dark side of the moon.

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You are a spring. You are very mellow most of the
time except for the caffine season (which is
year round) but you are also a very nice
person. When people tick you off though God
better save them. lol You are a fairly
socialable person because people know you won't
get mad too easy or seem to. But you are a very
nice peron over all. ^-^

What Season Best Fits You? (anime pics)
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The goddess of Despair. You always look on the

negtive side of things and you almost never

put on a happy face. Your feelings consist of

only a few emotions: Despair, sadness, and

lonliness. You feel that no one cares for

you, so you don't care for anyone else for

fear of rejection. You just sit in the corner

and watch life go by without you, yearning to

be like everyone else and always wishing you

were more happy. Or maybe I'm wrong, maybe

you like being sad all the time. You always

feel bad for yourself, making others mad and

pushing them away. You just don't know how to

act around people who don't have troubles.

Your power would be the ability to make time

stop.

What are you a Goddess of? - (with anime pics)
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"Awake, yet never truly alive, I seek

valuation beyond reality"

Life is unfullfilling for you, and you aren't very

fond of it. What you like is your own

imaginative world, which can be your

daydreams, stories you write or anything

similar. You always prefer that before the

actual life. To people you come off as quite

lonesome, and you may wish you had more

friends, but you are more of a hoper than

someone who takes action. That is how you

remain lonely. Or maybe you just don't find

anyone who you can relate to. Inside you feel

empty, like you are missing something

important that you can't quite put a finger

on what it is. Somehow you wish to be swept

away from the normality and led into

something extraordinary. This has yet to

happen, and you keep on feeling dissapointed

with the little that life has to offer. At

least you continue to express yourself

through art/writing/poems/daydreaming.

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You are an
assassin.
That means you are a proffessional and do your
job without mixing any emotions in it. In your
life you have probably been hurt many times and
have gotten some mental scars. This results in
you being distant from people. Though many
think that you are evil, you are not. What you
really are is a person, trying to forget your
pain and past. You are the person who never
seems to care and that is why being an assassin
fits you good. Atleast, that's what people
think. Even if you don't care that much for
your victims, you still have the ability to
care and to generally feel. It is not lost,
just a little forgotten. In crowds you tend to
not get to noticed, and dress in black or other
discrete colours. You don't being in the
spotlight and wish people would just leave you
alone. But once you do get close to someone you
have a hard time letting go and get real down
if you loose him/her.

Main weapon: Sniper
Quote: "The walls we build around
us to keep out the sadness also keep out the
joy" -Jim Rohn
Facial __expression: Narrowed eyes

What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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You are a Ninja.
You are like a samurai gone bad. The good side
is no longer interesting you and feel that
darkness is where you belong. Though you may
think you are the evil one, you're not. Because
deep inside there is still that little glimpse
of who you once were. You don't like to
associate with people that much and keep away.
In your mind they are ignorant and not so
interesting anyway. That means you are a lonley
person who don't trust people, and you have
really no desire to do so either. Life is a big
pain and annoyance for you and you aren't quite
sure on how to handle it. Other people see you
as mysterious and secretive, and that is
probably right.

Main weapon: Daggers and throwing
stars
Quote: "I hate people. People make
me pro-nuclear" -Margaret Smith
Facial __expression: Frown

What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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Just random quizzes I took to pass time^_^haha, just by looking at my results, I really am passive and depressing. . . Well, it is hard to explain out your feelings out of nowhere to someone...Thing is, I don't want to bother them with it...Even my dad said that I should say what I'm feeling and why instead of keeping it inside me. *shrugs* Don't really care, I kept my ALL problems to myself in 7th grade, I can do it again. I'll just draw it out or write it out to keep myself stable. WHEE~! ^_^most of these quizzes speak the truth of me :O I tend to dream away life and distance myself from people at times; my close friends are the ones I really be myself around more but I still don't open myself fully to them. Wheee~! And that quiz that says I lack Potential means that I really am passive. Clearly, despite that I'm hyper, I don't like to talk much and can't keep a conversasion in ways unless I'm acting random and energetic. Haha, try to talk to me in class and you'll barely hear my voice...Except for maybe math and english...OMG! That " someone is abusing you " thing in the I lack Freedom quiz brings sooo much memories XD as well as the transformation quizzie! WHEEE~!^^okii but but even if it proves to get hard :O HAH! I'll make it through no matter what!^___^well anyways...byes!

~ Sakura-chan

weird dreams @_@

2006-01-29T15:29:00.001-08:00

[[mood]] confused and mellowed out
[[listening to]] Bu De Bu Ai by Wilber Pan Wei Bo <-- again

0o Hewwo! Hmmm, it seems a lot of people are having weird dreams lately ne? I had one myself last night too >_<

And the dream begins...
I dunno, I was somewhere that had a fountain of water...I felt that I was half awake though because I think I was controlling my words in my dream. I was dressed up as my Naruto rpg character, leaning against a wall or something. All of a sudden I see Gaara coming up to me [[ mind you, we're around 15-16 after the timeskip since he was wearing his Kazekage outfit ]] and suddenly corner me to the wall with his hands at either side of me on the wall, asking me, "What is love?" I think I was kinda flustered *tries to remember clearly* I was stammering with my words quietly until he spoke up again, "Will you show me this 'love'?" I blushed at this and said, "Love requires a lot of contact..." Then he backs me even more into the wall @_@ and yeaaaaaaah, it ended somewhere around there....*shivers* sweet but freaky @_@ I do wonder why I get dreams like this!

*remembers the dream in 8th grade where this guy asks me "what love means" to me and gives me a red rose then disappears into the surroundings* I can't fully remember my last dream -_- but it had something to do with the word "apathetic" since everytime I hear that word, it sparks something inside me... *shrugs* WEIRD! *tries to breathe* @_@ That dream got my heart drumming now.....ehhhh XP Well just needed this out of my system...byebyes! Oh! And HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEARS!^_^

~ Sakura-chan

Bu De Bu Ai^_^ <3

2006-01-27T19:27:00.000-08:00

[[mood]] daydreamin
[[listening to]] Bu De Bu Ai by Wilber Pan Wei Bo

@_@ Kikki got me addicted to a Mandarin song! WHEE~! Here's the music video and I found the music url!^^

KIKKI THIS IS FOR YOU! :O Mahal na mahal mo ang kuya mo parang hindi sha ang kuya mo!^_^WHOOHOO!!! Interpret that XD YAY!

~ Sakura-chan

Happy Birthday Hero-san!^_^

2006-01-26T20:36:00.000-08:00

[[mood]] exhausted -_-
[[listening to]] You're My Everything by Se7en

Hiyo! @_@ oh gawd! Hw is piling up like hell! HAHA XDD oh well -_- I feel soo deprived of sleep though. KIKKI I AM A BAD INFLUENCE ON YOU! :O I don't eat anymore and you don't eat anymore! That's not a good example of a good auntie! Then you're typing fast to twist people's words, too! See another bad influence I had on you! x.x

MOMMII CYNTHIA!!!^-^he DOES love you! He just said it to me before he got out of the car! XDD HAHA! He also told me that "real men have pink houses!" He always messes with you by stealing your keychains, asking if you love him back, and he hugs you way too much^-^YAY! I have a tall, tall, senior daddy and brother-in-law! :O HAHA XDD Yumi-chan is not only meh "mother" but my "twin" too!^^YAY! We're also coffee buddies :O

Track is killing my legs @_@ and my lungs! But but! OH WELL!^^Thing is, everytime I look at my legs when I get home, they're red and swollen fat x.x the evil sand on the track is evil too! -_- YUMI-CHAN WOULDN'T LET ME RUN AN EXTRA LAP WHEN SHE DID!!! - - she kept exaggerating that my asthma was lung cancer @_@ IT'S NOT LUNG CANCER! I found a new discovery :D everytime Val and Kikki run ahead of me for around 10-20 seconds, I seem to catch up and pass them later on @_@ That's impossible! Probably because they don't run much in p.e. while we do a lot!

WHEEEEEEE~! I GOT A COW POOH BEAR FROM TINA! :O HAHA XDD I poke her and run away now! YAY! XDD We also surprised her in Mr. Burrow's room since she turned around and just saw Vivian and me sitting there! HAHA XDD

I reaaaaaaaally hate health @_@ sooooo boring! The posters all over the room in english is making me daydreamin -_-

I had a lot to say here in my head x.x but it went, as in Yumi-chan's words, P00FERS!^^Well anyways, I gotta go! BYEBYES!

~ Sakura-chan

track's a killer x.x

2006-01-23T19:26:00.000-08:00

[[mood]] exhausted @_@
[[listening to]] Sasuke's Theme <-- Naruto

Konban wa minna-san! Today was ok I guess, we had a switch of english classes so our teachers and rm went from Ms. Earnhardt rm 303 to Mr. Burrows rm 210! =_= Ahh, the posters all over the room are going to make me daydream x.x Then we went from keyboarding rm 106 to Health rm p7 so x.x now my classes are alternating going inside and out, inside out!

We also had TRACK PRACTICE!!! @_@ gawd we were dying! We haven't ran that much in such a long time! XP DJ was laughing at us when he saw us tired and stretched with us. We also talked to him after track @_@ He played guess-that-song-from-my-ipod with us! LOL!

...Hmmm I had a depressing convo with Kukii/Kikki last night -_- so don't be suprised to see Y A B U R E T A .i t // h u r t s all over or something...it's a friends thing and the feeling of losing them one by one x.x which is killing us right now so yeaaaaaaaaah...

Okii well I need to finish my hw now. Byebyes!

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-_- you know what?! my family keeps saying I'm GOOD SERVICE you know why? I cooked ramen dinner for them twice, I served them coffee, served them water, washed the whole sinkful of dishes, and prepared my auntie's air futon while balancing my hw and time on the computer @_@ now I'm really tired...*sighs* YOU KNOW I SHOULD BE PAID FOR THIS?! >< LOL! jk!

~ Sakura-chan

...why am I posting again? 0o

2006-01-22T15:38:00.000-08:00

[[mood]] mellowed out again @_@ probably from playing endless hours of ddr
[[listening to]] The One by Se7en

Konnichiwa minna-san!^-^;; I was planning on staying away from the internet/computer for today but @_@ IT CALLS TO ME!

WHOOHOO!!!^-^I ISH ADDICTED TO SE7EN'S SONGS!!! I downloaded like @_@ around 17 songs yesterday, ALL of them are Se7en! Currently addicted to his songs The One and Just Wanna Be.

I searched for an hour or two yesterday for the songs to upload to my webbie @_@ and for the lyrics XP poopie, I got none! ...Yumi-chan..You must be proud you can understand what they're saying @_@ I went to this Korean downloading site, I couldn't understand anything! They were all in Korean characters! <-- I wanna download Korean, Chinese, and Japanese characters onto my comp so I can type in 'em X33 I JUST READ YOUR COMMENT YUMI-CHAN!!! -_- YOU ISH EVIL! LOL! FINE THEN! Watch me write back in Tagalog! HAHA!!! XDD Ay talaga, mabuti alam ko rin ang iba language! HAH! INTERPRET THAT!^-^;; I just hope I spelt it right *sweatdrop* ehe!

TOMORROW IS TRAAAAAAAACK!^-^Yesh Yumi-chan I ish joining of course @_@ But I won't guarantee the fact that I'm fast XP bleh! ....Hanii bananii?! 0.0 aiya! What's with all these names?! LOL! NO IT ISN'T LOUD! -_- I don't jingle that loud! But funny thing about my tiny bells is that everytime I jingle it intentionally, our friends pop out of nowhere @_@ AiMizu-chan said it's cursed! LOL! WHEEE~!^-^If I just ring my bells, I see my friends pop out of nowhere! WHOOHOO!!!

!!! FRIED ICE CREAM !!!
YUMMY~LICIOUS! ADDICTING TOO! I WAAAAANT SOME -_- LOL! WHOOHOO!!!^_^Yesterday I was downloading crazy! I DOWNLOADED NARUTO CHAPTERS 245-259 AND EPPIES 53-59!^^I ISH ALMOST AT THE PART OF ITACHI-KUN! :O I LOVE HIM! *glomp* =_= Which reminds me I need to start on my cosplay costume @_@ I still haven't done Yuffie's tanktop! I also need to buy a shuriken -_- or at least try to make one! LOL! This cosplaying thing reminds me of another thing @_@ I had a WEIRD DREAM a few days ago...It had something to do with cosplaying...And there was this guy 0o iono, but I knew he loved anime and games...and he lets me glomp him...and he said something that he LOVED me? 0o I woke up all confused but the ramen made me forget until now^-^;; iono, I remember that we talked about anime, games, and cosplaying...then I heard the word "love" directed to me while he looked at me...I was glomping him too 0o I dunno why...WHY DO I HAVE SUCH WEIRD DREAMS?! ....Before that...I had a FF dream 0o;; *shrugs* *shakes Sephiroth* YOU! I HAD A DREAM ABOUT YOU FOR 3 TIMES IN 8TH GRADE ABOUT KILLING ME AND AVALANCHE! -_- JUST BECAUSE OF THIS ULTIMATE WEAPON! XP yeaaaah *points at Itachi accusingly* YOU! You just wouldn't leave my mind @_@ I forgot what you did but you still wouldn't leave me alone! =_= I really need to stop being left alone with my head....

WHEE~! I ish going to play ddr on standard and practice on heavy @_@ I'm gonna die...LOL! Byebyes!

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Y A B U R E T A . i t // h u r t s

~ Sakura-chan

in class^_^

2006-01-19T11:37:00.000-08:00

[[mood]] neutral
[[listening to]] people typing in class..

^_^HEWWO! Just in computer literacy right now! :O DONE WITH FINALS HERE! Haha XDD So free time on the internet!

...Yeah...I forgot again what I was gonna type...Evil candycane made me forget *keeps munching on it*

Haha XDD Today was funny in the hallway! After 3rd period(which is now first period because of finals), AiMizu(Vivian) and I walked towards the 2nd hallway to go to her AVID class. We were just talking and I kept jingling my cell that Kukii(Kikki) turned around hecka fast in front of us and gave each other a heart attack! @_@ We didn't know she was right in front of us, too! She told us that she could hear tiny bells jingling and the voices familiar so she turned around to get a heart attack XDD HECKA FUNNEH! :O While we waited for AiMizu to come out of her AVID class, I betted to Kukii that if I jingle my bells, people we know would come. So I did for a minute, Tina passes by and talks to us. Jingle again, Pony-look-alike comes back :O Jingle again, we find Candii(Val) and Yumi(Cynthia). One last time! Steven-nii and Pete comes by XPP NYA~! The bells aren't that loud!....AiMizu and Yumi are going against meh T^T LOL!

OHH~! I DREW MEH FRIENDS^-^And they look hecka cute! LOL! I can't draw myself in anime form...so sad XD Oh wells!

OHHH! WE'RE RUNNING THE LONG FIREHOUSE TOMORROW! ^_^I wanna have meh p.e. finals! RUNNING IS FUN! And I think I can join track now :O Thing is, I'll join if my friends join! Wheeee~! Got P.E. first period tomorrow X33 then EVIL Intro Tech after -_-

-_- 1 hr and 10 mins more! Gawd I'm so bored @_@ I'm going to draw...Byebyes!

~ Sakura-chan

. . .

2006-01-18T06:55:00.000-08:00

[[mood]] depressed and pissed off a bit...mostly apathetic HAH
[[listening to]] Welcome to my Life by Simple Plan and Somewhere I belong by Linkin Park

HAH! WHAT

"FAMILY"?!?!?!?!

HAHA XDD Oh life and it's stupid twists! 3 more years and I'm off! Now I really do wish my aunt had adopted me! AT LEAST SHE KNOWS THE MEANING OF HAVING FRIENDS, A LIFE, AND KNOW WHEN IT'S YOURS OR SOMEONE ELSE'S BUSINESS!!!! Psh -_- I'll just remember that IF I ever become a parent, I'd give a better meaning to "family" than I ever was given XP

~ Sakura-chan

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[[mood]] calm
[[listening to]] Eternal Snow frm Full Moon wo Sagashite

^-^Gimme my friends, anime, games, and music to occupy myself and I'll calm down! WHEEEEE!!! ...and pocky *munched on 10 pocky sticks*

~ Sakura-chan

TRAAAACK!

2006-01-17T17:50:00.000-08:00

[[mood]] calm *is popping chocolate into my mouth*
[[listening to]] Eternal Snow frm Full Moon wo Sagashite

Hewwo^-^I ish calm for once ne? Haha XDD Well today was a bad day -_- Well ALMOST! This morning I found out that Nanay(I call Rebecca's grandmother that) had passed away last night. It almost made me cry but I just didn't feel like having tears strolling down ._. I overheard my grandma and dad talk about how it was MUCH colder than usual and about my dad smelling a burning candle last night when there was none...Yesh, my family feels strange things when someone close dies. I also found it unusual that usually when I wake up in the middle of the night, I would find my inner blanket pushed away towards the window. Last night, my TOP blanket was being yanked off towards my DESK and the inner blanket tugged around me. I dunno, I could've just pushed off the inner blanket and the top blanket then yank back the inner blanket...But with that much movement, I would've woken up to it. I also had a feeling that someone was watching me @_@ Which I always get but this time it was like I was going to get a heart attack...My grandmother, dad, and I linked this to the death of Nanay since we ALMOST always have either a dream or a feeling from the person who died *shrugs* That or we're just superstitious.

I was dying in 2nd and 3rd period! -_- I needed to go to the bathroom so bad that I was turning red(Vivian said I was), my face was hecka warm, and I was getting annoyed easily. I ran for it after 3rd period @_@ haha XD

I forgot my frickin social security number again! :O I need to remember it this time since of the finals and I need it for track...Speaking of track! We went to the meeting(except Val since she had a dentist appoinment). There was hecka forms to fill out and lots to do @_@ Practice is everyday until 5pm, we have to practice on holidays too at 10am, we have meets on Saturdays(we can miss that but if we miss practice we're out!), and we're competing a lot . . . @_@ SO MUCH! WE HAVE TO WEAR SHORTS! I wanna wear sweaaaaaats! Like last year, my friends and I ALWAYS wore sweats! Even when we ran 7-8 laps in the hot weather! HAHA XDD I miss those days T^T Running a lot...Now we run just one lap twice a week *sighs* Now we're running more @_@ Oh geez.

My mom won't let me join track :O Wanting to imprison me in the house! AIYA! My daddy said I can join any sport! He lets me live my life even if he puts some limits on it and is a pain^o^ HAHA XDD But still XP He's gonna help me convince meh mom to let me join . . .

Well, study time for a bit and ddr XPP Byebyes

~ Sakura-chan

R.I.P. Nanay 19-- to January 16, 2006 -_- I hope you find happiness in the afterlife, Nanay! Sorry I didn't visit you, Rebecca, Ate Rae, and Tita Sahle a lot nowadays! <3

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*sighs* -_- It's kinda clear that I may not join track this year or the years after. . .

from a week ago or something ---> My mom(I still remember): "It's your high school! You should be inside studying instead of outside always gallavanting with your friends! If you really do make me mad with your outings, I will transfer you to South San Francisco High!"

You Lack Freedom. It seems to me that someone or
somebody is abusing you. You can't get out
because you are locked up. You don't know why
they are doing this to you. They toy with you
like an animal. They say you are awkward and
different. You don't like it. You want to run
away, far away, a place where you are free and
all those bad memories you have are erased.
However, you can't You are stuck in chains.I my
opinion, you are one of the most depressed
person I've ever known.

What do you Lack the Most?(awesome anime)
brought to you by Quizilla

^-^Can you see the connection? *sighs* If my mom is going to barracade me at home...I might as well refuse every offer she gives me to go out! Just go to school, see friends there, and go home; locking myself up in my room!...haha XD It could be 7th grade all over again...probably for the remaining time of this year and/or my sophomore year...

~ Sakura-chan

@_@ AHHH!!! I WANT GAMES!

2006-01-16T19:02:00.000-08:00

[[mood]] game deprived x.x
[[listening to]] Viva Rock by Orange Range <--- SO FRICKIN ADDICTING @_@

I'll get these two things out of my system:

FEAR ME FOR I AM A NINJA^_^FEAR MY ALMIGHTY SHURIKEN!*sighs* need to make it first before you can fear it ._. ...and...

I NEED NEW GAMES T^T

ZOMG! @_@ So true! I need to get: FF: Crystal Tactics(I DON'T CARE IF IT'S OLD!^_^), FFVIII, a new FFX-2(IT BROKE! T^T), Fatal Frame 3: the Tormented, Inuyasha: A Feudal Combat, more DDR, Karaoke Revolution, Soul Calibur 3, Tekken 5, Xenosaga Episode 1, Xenosaga Episode 2, Tenchu: Fatal Shadows, Kingdom Hearts 2(but I'll be waiting for that until March 1-12), FFVII(my own so I can keep playing it for an eternity), and so much more. <-- I want a job over the summer so I can use my own money x.x I'm seriously game deprived @_@ I don't wanna stay on the comp anymore! XP Bleh, I need to get off the comp and onto the gaming systems for PS3 WILL SOON ARRIVE!^^

Okii byebyes! Anime, Manga, and Games rule meh <3>

~ Sakura-chan

wheeeee~! @_@

2006-01-15T14:05:00.000-08:00

[[mood]] DDR addicted
[[listening to]] DDR music and Love Chronicle frm Full Moon <-- is haunting me!

Bleach Skit by JAC-Productions

^_^I LOVE URAHURA IN THIS! HAHA XDDD Poor Urahura! Got smacked by Ichigo twice! LOL! *Was laughing insanely at night watching JAC-Production clips that my parents thought I've gone crazy* XDD

Awww man @_@ I'm torn in who I want to cosplay now! Half of me still wants to be Yuffie(FFVII:AC/KH2 style) and the other wants to be Soi Fong(Bleach) now @_@ Maybe if I have money and time, I can be Yuffie for the first week of the Sakura Fest then Soi Fong on the 2nd! WHEEEE!!! *is still thinking* okii^^byebyes!

~ Sakura-chan

Falling . . . ^_^

2006-01-14T12:18:00.000-08:00

[[mood]] neutral @_@
[[listening to]] Kiseki by BoA <-- Yesh I do have a lot of BoA songs XDD Probably over 30!

Hewwo^_^;; I must be in a posting mood this week ne? XPP Well one more before I plunge myself in darkness of no posting that you'll be wondering if I'm still alive XDD HAHA! Just kidding but I probably won't post much after this...Unless something good went on and I just had to get it out of my system^_^" Well, my reason for posting is because of this:

I'm so proud of it XDD HAHA! Even though I wasn't trying so hard^-^;; Just wanted to show this! It's also on my deviant account^-^This time it isn't any of my rpg characters! I wanted to try making a doll of me even though it won't look so much as me^^But the hair, eyes, clothes, and accessories do(can't see meh necklace though XP)! LOL! Inspired by just looking at the doll base, listening to Falling by Sweetbox, and my Falling Yuna icon @_@ WHEEE!!! So much "Falling" LOL!

Well, I have to finish my mounds of hw and chores! Just text if you wanna talk <-- still searching for a texting buddie XDD HAHA! Okii ja ne-minna-san!

Drawing on Doll bases and background © Sakura-chan(me)
Doll Base © ??? <-- please inform me if this is your base so I can give out the correct credit^^*rummages through my links of doll sites*

~ Sakura-chan

- - For your enjoyment^-^courtesy of www.youtube.com

FFX-2 - 1000 Words

FFX - Imagine Me Without You
FFVIII - Eyes on Me
FFVIII - My Heart will Go On

FFX-2 - Whisper

FFX-2 - Broken

FFX-2 - Bring Me to Life

FFVII: AC - Whisper

FF - Hero

FFVII: AC - Wherever You Will Go

FUUUUUUUUUUUN! <3

2006-01-13T21:21:00.000-08:00

[[mood]] ^-^happy yet busy
[[listening to]] Love Chronicle frm Full Moon wo Sagashite

Konban wa-minna-san!^_^WHEEEE!! TODAY WAS FUN! Considering it was Friday the 13th! LOL! OH YEAH!

!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIFFY-CHAN AND ARIANA !!!

OH! Wanna know why it was fun? *waves hand dismissively* Forget what happened in school! For I forgot anyways^-^;; It was AFTER school! The anime club had to go to the room to meet up and walk to Ranch 99 to pick out candy and stuff for the Chinese New Year's grams but it only turned out to be Tina, DJ, Cynthia, Kikki, Val, and me who went since we waited like 15 mins listening to DJ's ipod and talking :O Hecka fun though! HAHA XDD DJ was looking around and said, "Am I going to be the only guy here?! Wait, lemme call my GUY cousins to come with us!" HAHA XDD Hecka funneh!

We kept going around making funny stuff with food at Ranch 99 0.0 Cynthia kept saying everything was feminine and I kept saying everything had pink bunnies so Tina was just laughing with Kikki and Val while DJ said, "I'll stay here where it's manly!" He stood right in front of the Men's Pocky XDD HAHA! He wondered what's with us two and our femininity and pink bunnies! LOL!

OMG! :O He said Kakashi-sensei was gay! HAHA XDD He and Cynthia kept arguing! HECKA FUNNEH! 0.0 DID I MENTION?! After we split from Tina to walk, DJ CAME WITH US TO VAL'S HOUSE?! HAHA XDD We pretended he was my cousin^-^And, and! We kept talking and talking on the way and played DDR at Val's house *thinks* HEY! We never played the KARAOKE DDR! LOL! Unless they did when DJ and I left :O AWWW MEANIES! LOL! JK!

DJ was CONFUSED on who we were except for Val since he's the TA for her P.E. class! Cynthia and I kept mixing our names so he wouldn't know we were Sakura and Yumi because of some certain notes *ahem* :O OMG! When he ASKED us about the notes before we went to the Ranch 99, asking if we were the girls who wrote it, we just FROZE up and stared at each other! HAHA XDD I think he's still confused on our nicknames but not our real names^-^OMG! I forgot to mention, before Ranch 99, Tina was looking for Justine(President of the Anime Club), and DJ replied that she and....Angelo I think his name was? 0o was making out! LOL! DJ said that they won't make out at his house! And he said something about getting him drunk over the weekend just to see how Angelo looks drunk? HAHA XDD Silly DJ!

You know when I arrived at home, I NOTICED THAT I ALREADY HAD A COUSIN NAMED DJ! HAHA XDD If DJ is my "cousin", then I have two cousins named DJ! LOL!

OH YEAH! At the end of Ranch 99! Kikki bent down to tie her shoes, Tina kept walking talking to us and almost tripped on Kikki thinking she was a rock! LOL! HECKA FUNNEH! We had a tug at my Itachi keychain! :O SHE SAID THAT ITACHI WAS HERS! So I countered that Cloud was hers and Itachi was mine! LOL! I think we'll still be fighting over Itachi but^-^*glomps Kadaj* She agrees Kadaj is cool! W00T! No fighting over FF guys!....Unless we find out we love more XDD HAHA!

AAAAAAAAAND! There's more but *thinks* I'm forgetting stuff! @_@ Why is this happening?! STUPID STM!!! LOL!

There's more that went on today but^_^you just had to be there to laugh it up! Oh and DJ told us about his nickname: Shio because I called out Kyo and he thought I was calling his name! LOL! He was wondering how I knew it until I said that I called out Kyo!^^And he started explaining the names he and his friends made up! LOL! WHEEE!!!

Oh! And my friends want me to join track with them! *blushes* ISN'T IT BAD ENOUGH I GOTTA WEAR SHORT SHORTS FOR COSPLAYING?! LOL!!! XDD DJ WAS HECKA OUT LOUD SAYING, "I CAN'T BELIEVE GUYS HAVE TO WEAR WHAT GIRLS WEAR!" HAHA XDD He's joining track too! :O COOL! Even Vivian(not AiMizu Vivian^^But Vivian in my p.e.!) said I should join too even though I got a frickin 9 mins on my track time! =_= I GOT SLOW OVER THE WEEK! That or lots of things were on my mind that I couldn't focus! Before I got 8 something T^T I wanna get a 7!

Well I'll leave it at this @_@ Gotta finish hw! GAWD SOO FRICKIN MUCH! HAHA XDD Okii byebyes!

~ Sakura-chan

Ni ai boo ai wo?^_^

2006-01-12T21:14:00.000-08:00

[[mood]] ^-^;; how to put this? sleepy and yet PARTIALLY hyper thanks to the pocky *munches on it*
[[listening to]] Hear Me Cry by Utada Hikaru <-- Kingdom Hearts

HEWWO^_^YESH! I'm currently addicted to posting right now *munches on pocky* Ahhh, I thank you pocky! You're making me hyper for the moment^-^

*glomps it* OHHH!! >< Hear Me Cry by Utada Hikaru is haunting me @_@ It's playing A LOT now! Dunno why though....Scary^-^But yet calming and sad! Here's the lyrics:

Hear Me Cry by Utada Hikaru You couldn't say Needed someone new You actually thought Deep inside I knew Can you tell me How can you say Why this should suffice You passed me by And your heart is As cold as ice (You passed me by) Did you see me cry? (Did you ask you yourzelf) Did you see my cry? (Did you ask yourself why) Can you hear me cry? (Did you ask yourself) Will we ever grow apart? You couldn't say Needed someone new And you actually thought Deep inside I knew I wonder where will we go Will we be the same? (You passed me by) I laugh inside I think of you And the love we made Tell me why This should suffice I hold you through the night Now,will i let it go Soon I'll let it go Can you hear me cry? (Will you ask yourself why) Can you hear me cry? (Will you ask yourself how) Can you hear me cry? (Will you ask yourself) Will we ever grow apart? You, I'll stand by your side I'll be there for you (You passed me by) You, I'll stand by your side Please,just do me right (You passed me by) You, I'll stand by your side I'll be there for you	Eternally by Utada Hikaru me no maeni iru kimi ga sukoshi kagaki mawari ga mienai watashi-tachi wa doko ni iru no zawameko hajimeta haikei no nakani mada kienai da ne mou nani mo kikenai But I can feel your breath odoroku hodo kimagurena tenkai ni sukoshi dake watashi rashi kunai kitai o, oh oh shiteru I wanna be here eternally kono mama mitsume aetteitai I can feel you close to me itsumademo sobani wa irarenai kono shunkan dake wa zutto eien ni tatakai ni dekakeru maeno hito yasumi anata to sugoshitai yakusoku wa kondo aeta toki ni Can you hear me breath? odoroku hodo dewanai tenkai ni mo kandou shichau toki ga dare ni datte, oh oh aru I wanna be here eternally dare ni mo mitsukaranai tokoro ni I can see you are all I need ashita made tasuke wa iranai kono shunkan sae mo kitto just a fantasy I can feel you close to me ano basho ni kaere nakunatte mo ima no kimochi dake wa zutto eien I wanna be here eternally I can see you are all I need kono shunkan dake wa eien ni
I Love You by Utada Hikaru Reisei na manazashi de kono chijou no in to yo wo Sayuu ni kakiwaketeku Watashi wa ano koro kara kimi wo mane shitakute Sukoshi togarashita kuchibiru de saki e tsukisusumu Miwatasu kagiri hirogaru Uso no sakanai sougen wo Yume no naka de mita koto ga aru Soko de kimi wo matteru Kandouteki ni owaru SUTOORII hajimari wa Ano hi kimi ga itta I love you Machikirenai yo kouhan SUTAATO ENDORESU ni utagau yori saigo made Ano uso mitai na I love you Kiite itai yo zutto zutto Kotoba ni zenbu wa takusenakutemo Koe ni daseba sukoshi wa kanarazy tsutawaru hazu Ma mo naku tokiakasareru shinjitsu Issho ni tashikameyou Me ga sametemo kanashikunai sekai ga Futai wo matteru Senrosoi hashiridasu kage ni furikaeru Ano hi ienakatta I love you Oitsukenai yo RASUTO SUPOOTO Hon no suoshi utagau toki dou suru no Mou usutsuki demo I love you Soba ni itai yo zutto zutto Kandouteki ni owaru SUTOORII hajimari wa Ano hi kimi ga itta I love you Machikirenai yo kouhan SUTAATO Senrosoi hashiridasu kage ni furikaeru Ano hi kimi ga itta I love you Oikakechau yo zutto zutto	Yesterday & Today by DAI Dear friends, so long Wasurenai kurikaesu deai no naka chiisana kizuato wo Route ni kakaeteru bokura samayou bakari Kono hateshinai sekai wo mitsumeru tabibito yo It's so precious when you have good wishes Open eyes and see inside of your heart It's so precious when you have good wishes Open eyes and see inside your heart Kodoku to iu kane no ne ga inori no kotoba wo sasou Sugisaru genjitsu to yasashiku ikizuku asu wa Anata no subete yurusu deshou mayou koto wa nai Arukidasou It's so precious when you have good wishes Open eyes and see inside of your heart It's so precious when you have good wishes Open eyes and see inside your heart Samayou bakai hikari mezashi arukitsuzuketeru tatbibito yo Ai shite tomo yo chikara nakushitemo Kake nukeyou konna jidai wo Itoshii hito yo yagate tagai ni Kono machi ni towa wo sakasou Soushite watashi wa itsu no hi ka mata Utau darou tabi datsu darou La la la la
Love Chronicle frm Full Moon wo Sagashite naze darou koi shikata sae sukkari wasureteta deai wa itsuka kuru wakare no hajimari to itsu no manika kimetsukete ita yogoreta SUNIIKAA no hodoketa himo musunde kureta hanikamu anata no egao asahi o abite TOKIMEIta kyuu ni aisareta ikara aishita iwake jyanai massugu aisuru yuuki o kureta ne kore kara no tabi ni futari ima chkau yo nani ga atte mo kono te hanasanai zutto fushigi da ne itsumo no keshiki mo tokubetsu ni miete kuru hana ya tori ya yumi kaze yama amai taiyou subete kagayaki yori sou naka tokenai JIGUSOU no saigo no PIISU mitsuketa yo ooki na anata no senaka watashi mamorare tsuite yuku eien ni ima made konna ni mawari michi shite kedo massugu aisuru jishin o moteta ne asu kara no yume ni futari ima yukai yo nani ga atte mo hitomi sorasanai aisareta ikara aishita iwake jyanai massugu aisuru yuuki o kureta ne asu kara no yume ni futari ima yukai yo nani ga atte mo hitomi sorasanai aisareta ikara aishita iwake jyanai massugu aisuru yuuki o kureta ne kore kara no tabi ni futari ima chikau yo nani ga atte mo kono te hanasanai zutto	1000 Words frm FFX-2 I know that you're hiding things Using gentle words to shelter me Your words were like a dream But dreams could never fool me Not that easily I acted so distant then Didn't say goodbye before you left But I was listening: You'll fight your battles far from me... Far too easily "Save your tears 'cause I'll come back." I could hear that you whispered as you walked through that door But still I swore To hide the pain When I turned back the pages: Shouting might have been the answer... What if I'd cried my eyes out, and begged you not to depart? But now I'm not afraid To say what's in my heart 'Cause a thousand words Call out through the ages They'll fly to you Even though I can't see, I know they're reaching you Suspended on silver wings Oh, a thousand words One thousand embraces Will cradle you Making all of your weary days seem far away They'll hold you forever Oh, a thousand words Have never been spoken They'll fly to you They'll carry you home, and back into my arms Suspended on silver wings And a thousand words Call out through the ages They'll cradle you Turning all of the lonely years to only days They'll hold you forever A thousand words...

So many lyrics ne?^_^HAHA! I was gonna post more but my fingers hurt from typing it all @_@ I'll post more soon! LOL! These songs are the ones that are stuck in my head! I have more like Everytime by Sweetbox, Real Emotion frm FFX-2, That Night by Sweetbox, and sooooooooo much more @_@ HAHA!!!

Well since I've spent most of my time typing up lyrics...I forgot why I was posting...*5 minutes later* OH YEAH!

" NI AI BOO AI WO? " <-- There Kikki^-^I ASKED! LOL! When you ask people at school, I'll just be there, giggling and munching on my pocky^_^HAHA XDD Well! I'm off! Soo sleepy =_=;; BYEBYES

~ Sakura-chan

EXHAUSTED like hell @_@

2006-01-12T00:17:00.000-08:00

[[mood]] exhausted -_-
[[listening to]] nooooooothing but the winds in my head

@_@ OMG!!! FINALLY DONE WITH CODING THE LAYOUT!!! HAHA XDD YESH!^_^I was the one who made and coded the layout *sighs out* It's been months since I last made my layout @_@ WHEEEE!!! I'll edit this post after school or tomorrow! Need to rest my comp and sleep before my parents find out! If you wanna talk, and I'm not online, just text me^-^;; I need a texting buddy xDD HAHA! okii oyasumi nasai!

~ Sakura-chan

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[[mood]] half asleep half awake
[[listening to]] Hanabi by Ayumi Hamasaki

HAH!^_^Okii just editing my post! WHEEE!! OMG!^-^So how do you guys love the new layout? Why yesh I DO support CLOUDxTIFA!^^They ish adorable together and meant together but believe what you want^^*giggles*

Oi! x33 I bought some materials to start my Yuffie costume! I bought materials for her tanktop! FFVII:AC STYLE! Oh yeah! 0.0 OMG! I found some GREAT materials for kimono making! I wanna get those when I get older! ...When my mom saw my cosplaying pics suggestions, she pointed at Kairi's KH2 outfit and told me that I should dress up as her >> I have a feeling she wants me to wear something girly and pink XDD HAHA! Oh well, I like Kairi^-^

Well I gotta go and eat^-^MMMM!!! MOCHI MANGO ICE CREAM! AND I RESTOCKED ON RAMEN AND POCKY TOO! OMG! It was soo funny at Pacific Super! My mom said to buy 24 more ramen so I went and got 24 in my arms, struggling so it won't fall, these people and a kid looked at me like I was crazy! The cashier woman looked at the pile and said "WOW!" with a surprised expression xDD HAHA! So funny!

I also need to finish my science @_@ Byebyes!

OHH!!! And before I forget after watching The Glomp Project(my 1/10/06 entry)^_^I've been watching a lot of cosplay clips and I found dun dun dun: JAC-PRODUCTIONS.COM FEAR IT!!! LOVE IT!!!^-^I LOVE their cosplaying skits! Very funny and original! They make me wanna cosplay even more^^SO WATCH IT! For they'll entertain you in your computer! MWAHAHAHAHAHA!!! *sews my Yuffie costume*

~ Sakura-chan

GLOMPING!^__^

2006-01-11T16:53:00.000-08:00

[[mood]] Glomping mood! x33 --> I seriously need to glomp something
[[listening to]] Beside You by BoA

HEWWO!^___^Oh my gawd! Today was one of the WORST days ever! Everyone of us was soooo unhyper and pissed off! Especially in lunch! I was unhyper but I wasn't pissed at all^-^;; I was just lost in the recess of my own mind! I kept on thinking about random things...Rpg flowing through my head as always but much excessively now @_@ I was soo quiet around 1st, 2nd, and 3rd period....4th and lunch I was lost in my head, and p.e....I bumped into a guy while running x.x Maybe it's not good to think while running but then again I can't really help it....Everytime I run, some kind of FF, Anime, or something of my own creation plays in my head like a movie....I'm weird that way haha xDD

OMG! ><>Glomp Project clip is stuck in my head @_@ And is getting me REAL excited for the 2006 Sakura Festival this April! I am soooo gonna cosplay as YUFFIE in her FFVII:AC/KH2 style! W00T!

You know what I'm gonna do at the fest? Here is it: GLOMP EVERY FRICKIN HOT FF AND ANIME GUYS!!!^_^even if they're RANDOM guys I don't know! LOL! Hopefully I won't chicken out! I saw some FF cosplayers at my school @_@ Gawd I had the urge to tackle them but that would look unseemly! HAHA XDD

I just hope that if my friends and I do make a perfect copy of our costumes @_@ We don't get glomped as much before we glomp most of the guys! *giggles* We cannot be diverted from our mission! WHEEEE!!!

....You know....Yumi, Yume, AiMizu, and I thought of something xDD If we find the best cosplayers cosplaying as our guys, we'll ask them to MARRY us XDD HAHA Just for the heck of their expressions! HAHA XDD I'd be sooo laughing at their expression...If one of them would say "Yesh" I'd either glomped them harder 0o;; or scoot away....HAHA XDD

YUME-NEE KEEP SAYING GUYS WOULD GLOMP ME! T^T NOOOO!!!! Just because I'm going to be Yuffie! AIYA! They try anything I'll shove my damn sharp shuriken up their asses! *giggles insanely* Ahhh the influence of Cid^-^WHEEEEE!!! *giggles*

Haha xDD Do I seem hyper now? Because I don't 0.0 I seem to be forcing it......*eye twitches* I WANT TO GO TO THE MALL NOW! >< GAWD I CAME HOME EARLY FOR NO FRICKIN REASON?! Gawd! My mom trying to imprison me in my own home! You know if we lived in Daly City with the same structure of house we have now....I could've snuck out the window and walk around freely xDD HAHA! But if I try now @_@ Gawd I'll be scared because I'd have to pass by *thinks*....around 5 cemetery grounds @_@ AIYA!!!

...I WANNA GLOMP SOMETHING!!! T^T I have the urge to hug something....I should've bought a plushie to hug everytime instead of a hat now *sniffles* *sighs* Oh well XPP I need to figure out my costume and how to obtain a large shuriken as my prop weapon^-^

Well I gotta go and study a bit for once -_- OHHH!! OH YEAH! I have UNLIMITED text for my cell!^^;; Well unlimited if VERIZON TO VERIZON but 500 text limit if any other phone service^-^SO TEXT ME! >< I seriously need a texting buddy *giggles* okii! BYEBYES!

~ Sakura-chan

GLOMP PROJECT!^_^

2006-01-10T19:57:00.000-08:00

[mood] stumped?^-^;; I dunno really haha xDD
[listening to] Broken by Seether and Amy Lee <-- I like the FF amv made for this!^^

HEY! LOOKIE AT THIS CLIP!:

0o;; I dunno if it'll work but it's about a Kakashi-sensei cosplayer finding the hardway of the meaning "Glomp." HAHA XDD YUMI, YUME, AND I WANNA DO THAT TO EVERY KAWAII FF AND ANIME GUYS WE SEE!!!^-^WHEEEEEEE! We're also cosplaying ourselves!

Sakura(me) = Yuffie <-- FFVII:AC/KH2 style ^_^;; I also kinda wanted to be Kairi in her KH2 outfit! HAHA XDD
Yumi = Hiramono(sp?) I can't remember her name >< <-- Bleach
Yume = Samurai Rikku <-- FFX-2
Vivian = Sakura ToT she stole my name! HAHA XDD <-- Naruto Wheee!

We're cosplaying for the upcoming Sakura Festival 2006 at Japantown in SF! Anyone wanna come with us?! HAHA XDD I hope I have enough money to buy stuff! x33 I seriously will spend over $200 again....maaaaaybe *giggles* WHEEEE!!! I need to start making my costume now!^^;; Thing is I need to know how to make my Shuriken! WHEEE!!!

Also, I still need to make new layouts for this^-^;; I think I know how to code blogspot better than LJ! WHEEE!!!

OMG I WATCHED THE GRUDGE ON MY OWN!!! FFVII:AC again that it calmed my nerves^-^;; Somehow a FF and KH version of The Grudge formed in my head 0o;; the movie really did remind me of Fatal Frame you know^-^;; Especially the first one since it all started with one house!

Aiya >< ^_^HAHA XDD I don't wanna grow wrinkly and old....plus I don't know what to do in life *sighs* but GOOD THING is that MY FRIENDS AND I WILL BE ABLE TO MOVE IN WITH EACH OTHER! Probably in LA^-^;; Then in Japan? I just hope we'll stay together ><

~ Sakura-chan

...When the one you love doesn't love you?

2006-01-09T19:33:00.000-08:00

[mood] depressed -_-"

Konban wa minna-san! ^_^;; MEH FIRST POST AND YET A LONG ONE^^" Just copied it from my LJ! Enjoy my rants! *giggles*

Well....*shrugs* I dunno...*looks to the side* Kinda...depressed right now *sighs* I dunno....But this quote...:

What do you do when smiles go away..

When everything changes in just one day?

What do you do when love falls through...

When the one you love doesn't love you?

Kikki was right...I would like this quote because it kinda relates ne? We started having a conversation on the quotes she kept finding...We BOTH HATE high school, and yet we DON'T want it to end because we also love it! I dunno, it's kind of a mixed feelings...Kikki knows why I love high school besides friends but I hate school for the hurt we've felt...But it's better to love than not to love at all right?^-^And, we'll sooner or later forget our freshman year anyways *shrugs* because in Sophomore...we're going to have to move on...

I wanna say all the funny and happy things that had happened....But really....it's been drowned in all of my sorrow right now...

...Anyways^-^AiMizu wrote a funny and sad story! *shakes her* WHY DID YOU MAKE YOURSELF DIE?! >< But reading about it....made me sad because *giggles sadly* That it reminds me of the last part of the quote above^-^BUT OH WELL! Don't really care ne? It's life *waves hand dismissively* I'll find another...I guess...

...You know, when things didn't really get you upset before gets you upset now....Does that mean you've been weakened?...Because I didn't mind being called a freak for loving Anime and Game guys....but...when I was just called that now....It really did hurt me....I don't care much about people's opinions but really....don't you sometimes just let your guard down and suddenly feel yourself attacked? HAHA XDD I'm talking nonsense....Forget it...

You know...What I can't really wait for when high school is over (even when I don't want it to be because I FRICKIN HATE GROWING UP ><) is that I can get away from my frickin family >< and stay with my friends! We're all going to move together^-^Which will be fun! I'm going to get corny...I know >< Aiya...but pfft forget you then HAHA XDD jk...maybe...but still...to me, my friends are like the only family I ever had and wanted! My "real family" is not much of a family anyways >< They don't frickin care...They don't frickin listen...They only frickin listen is when I want something materialistic so that's why they call me spoiled...because when I try to express my feelings and opinion to them, they don't frickin care what I have to say!....So...psh forget them...but then again, it's not like I doubt my friends or want to...But I sometimes feel like they're parting ways with me....I dunno, it's a feeling...But I hope it's not true anyways....See what happens if you give me too much time to think >< Too much evil thoughts in my head!!! *clutches head with both hands*

Psh I'll leave my entry here^-^;; I'll sooner or later get a new layout soon if I have time before, after, or during midterms!^^AND! I need to get started on my SAKURA FEST COSPLAY COSTUME!^_^Proudly going to be Yuffie, FFVII: AC style! WHEEEEEEEE!!! Okii byebyes!

~ Sakura-chan

× -- Hana's rant owo

LAWL o3o

SS501!!

Zomg, drama. Drama. Drama.

Lawl owo

Lawl, such a sad birthday XD

Heh

ZOMG !

HAH !

And today--er--yesterday's lesson was....

New layout

LOLS ! Zomg, I'm back owo

wheeee

WAH !! SO KAWAII !! X3

HAPPY 4th of JULY !! ^_^

T_T last day of school yesterday

survehs

Is it? =_=

is it really almost over? -_-

ewwww STAR testing @_@

wheee Tsubasa Chronicle !!

Spring Break starts...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUME-CHAN !! and i beat KH2

New layout X33

hihi X33

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !! X33

X33 random

kailan piling ko nag-iisa ako

New LAY0UT Y0!

RENO :D

OMG !!! SHIT THIS FUCKIN LIFE !!

random ness XD

*sighs* ._.

DIE !! DIE !! DIE !!

wheee^_^

Tian Hui - Dark Sky

nothing special. . .

weird dreams @_@

Bu De Bu Ai^_^ <3

Happy Birthday Hero-san!^_^

track's a killer x.x

...why am I posting again? 0o

in class^_^

. . .

TRAAAACK!

@_@ AHHH!!! I WANT GAMES!

wheeeee~! @_@

Falling . . . ^_^

FUUUUUUUUUUUN! <3

Ni ai boo ai wo?^_^

EXHAUSTED like hell @_@

GLOMPING!^__^

GLOMP PROJECT!^_^

...When the one you love doesn't love you?

sighs ._.