[mood] depressed -_-"

Konban wa minna-san! ^_^;; MEH FIRST POST AND YET A LONG ONE^^" Just copied it from my LJ! Enjoy my rants! *giggles*

Well....*shrugs* I dunno...*looks to the side* Kinda...depressed right now *sighs* I dunno....But this quote...:

What do you do when smiles go away..

When everything changes in just one day?

What do you do when love falls through...

When the one you love doesn't love you?

Kikki was right...I would like this quote because it kinda relates ne? We started having a conversation on the quotes she kept finding...We BOTH HATE high school, and yet we DON'T want it to end because we also love it! I dunno, it's kind of a mixed feelings...Kikki knows why I love high school besides friends but I hate school for the hurt we've felt...But it's better to love than not to love at all right?^-^And, we'll sooner or later forget our freshman year anyways *shrugs* because in Sophomore...we're going to have to move on...

I wanna say all the funny and happy things that had happened....But really....it's been drowned in all of my sorrow right now...

...Anyways^-^AiMizu wrote a funny and sad story! *shakes her* WHY DID YOU MAKE YOURSELF DIE?! >< But reading about it....made me sad because *giggles sadly* That it reminds me of the last part of the quote above^-^BUT OH WELL! Don't really care ne? It's life *waves hand dismissively* I'll find another...I guess...

...You know, when things didn't really get you upset before gets you upset now....Does that mean you've been weakened?...Because I didn't mind being called a freak for loving Anime and Game guys....but...when I was just called that now....It really did hurt me....I don't care much about people's opinions but really....don't you sometimes just let your guard down and suddenly feel yourself attacked? HAHA XDD I'm  talking nonsense....Forget it...

You know...What I can't really wait for when high school is over (even when I don't want it to be because I FRICKIN HATE GROWING UP ><) is that I can get away from my frickin family >< and stay with my friends! We're all going to move together^-^Which will be fun! I'm going to get corny...I know >< Aiya...but pfft forget you then HAHA XDD jk...maybe...but still...to me, my friends are like the only family I ever had and wanted! My "real family" is not much of a family anyways >< They don't frickin care...They don't frickin listen...They only frickin listen is when I want something materialistic so that's why they call me spoiled...because when I try to express my feelings and opinion to them, they don't frickin care what I have to say!....So...psh forget them...but then again, it's not like I doubt my friends or want to...But I sometimes feel like they're parting ways with me....I dunno, it's a feeling...But I hope it's not true anyways....See what happens if you give me too much time to think >< Too much evil thoughts in my head!!! *clutches head with both hands*

Psh I'll leave my entry here^-^;; I'll sooner or later get a new layout soon if I have time before, after, or during midterms!^^AND! I need to get started on my SAKURA FEST COSPLAY COSTUME!^_^Proudly going to be Yuffie, FFVII: AC style! WHEEEEEEEE!!! Okii byebyes!

~ Sakura-chan

posted @ 7:33 PM