[[mood]] calm *is popping chocolate into my mouth*
[[listening to]] Eternal Snow frm Full Moon wo Sagashite
Hewwo^-^I ish calm for once ne? Haha XDD Well today was a bad day -_- Well ALMOST! This morning I found out that Nanay(I call Rebecca's grandmother that) had passed away last night. It almost made me cry but I just didn't feel like having tears strolling down ._. I overheard my grandma and dad talk about how it was MUCH colder than usual and about my dad smelling a burning candle last night when there was none...Yesh, my family feels strange things when someone close dies. I also found it unusual that usually when I wake up in the middle of the night, I would find my inner blanket pushed away towards the window. Last night, my TOP blanket was being yanked off towards my DESK and the inner blanket tugged around me. I dunno, I could've just pushed off the inner blanket and the top blanket then yank back the inner blanket...But with that much movement, I would've woken up to it. I also had a feeling that someone was watching me @_@ Which I always get but this time it was like I was going to get a heart attack...My grandmother, dad, and I linked this to the death of Nanay since we ALMOST always have either a dream or a feeling from the person who died *shrugs* That or we're just superstitious.
I was dying in 2nd and 3rd period! -_- I needed to go to the bathroom so bad that I was turning red(Vivian said I was), my face was hecka warm, and I was getting annoyed easily. I ran for it after 3rd period @_@ haha XD
I forgot my frickin social security number again! :O I need to remember it this time since of the finals and I need it for track...Speaking of track! We went to the meeting(except Val since she had a dentist appoinment). There was hecka forms to fill out and lots to do @_@ Practice is everyday until 5pm, we have to practice on holidays too at 10am, we have meets on Saturdays(we can miss that but if we miss practice we're out!), and we're competing a lot . . . @_@ SO MUCH! WE HAVE TO WEAR SHORTS! I wanna wear sweaaaaaats! Like last year, my friends and I ALWAYS wore sweats! Even when we ran 7-8 laps in the hot weather! HAHA XDD I miss those days T^T Running a lot...Now we run just one lap twice a week *sighs* Now we're running more @_@ Oh geez.
My mom won't let me join track :O Wanting to imprison me in the house! AIYA! My daddy said I can join any sport! He lets me live my life even if he puts some limits on it and is a pain^o^ HAHA XDD But still XP He's gonna help me convince meh mom to let me join . . .
Well, study time for a bit and ddr XPP Byebyes
I was dying in 2nd and 3rd period! -_- I needed to go to the bathroom so bad that I was turning red(Vivian said I was), my face was hecka warm, and I was getting annoyed easily. I ran for it after 3rd period @_@ haha XD
I forgot my frickin social security number again! :O I need to remember it this time since of the finals and I need it for track...Speaking of track! We went to the meeting(except Val since she had a dentist appoinment). There was hecka forms to fill out and lots to do @_@ Practice is everyday until 5pm, we have to practice on holidays too at 10am, we have meets on Saturdays(we can miss that but if we miss practice we're out!), and we're competing a lot . . . @_@ SO MUCH! WE HAVE TO WEAR SHORTS! I wanna wear sweaaaaaats! Like last year, my friends and I ALWAYS wore sweats! Even when we ran 7-8 laps in the hot weather! HAHA XDD I miss those days T^T Running a lot...Now we run just one lap twice a week *sighs* Now we're running more @_@ Oh geez.
My mom won't let me join track :O Wanting to imprison me in the house! AIYA! My daddy said I can join any sport! He lets me live my life even if he puts some limits on it and is a pain^o^ HAHA XDD But still XP He's gonna help me convince meh mom to let me join . . .
Well, study time for a bit and ddr XPP Byebyes
~ Sakura-chan
R.I.P. Nanay 19-- to January 16, 2006 -_- I hope you find happiness in the afterlife, Nanay! Sorry I didn't visit you, Rebecca, Ate Rae, and Tita Sahle a lot nowadays! <3
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*sighs* -_- It's kinda clear that I may not join track this year or the years after. . .
from a week ago or something ---> My mom(I still remember): "It's your high school! You should be inside studying instead of outside always gallavanting with your friends! If you really do make me mad with your outings, I will transfer you to South San Francisco High!"
You Lack Freedom. It seems to me that someone or
somebody is abusing you. You can't get out
because you are locked up. You don't know why
they are doing this to you. They toy with you
like an animal. They say you are awkward and
different. You don't like it. You want to run
away, far away, a place where you are free and
all those bad memories you have are erased.
However, you can't You are stuck in chains.I my
opinion, you are one of the most depressed
person I've ever known.
What do you Lack the Most?(awesome anime)
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^-^Can you see the connection? *sighs* If my mom is going to barracade me at home...I might as well refuse every offer she gives me to go out! Just go to school, see friends there, and go home; locking myself up in my room!...haha XD It could be 7th grade all over again...probably for the remaining time of this year and/or my sophomore year...
~ Sakura-chan
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