weird dreams @_@
29 January 2006
[[
mood]] confused and mellowed out
[[
listening to]] Bu De Bu Ai by Wilber Pan Wei Bo <-- again
0o Hewwo! Hmmm, it seems a lot of people are having weird dreams lately ne? I had one myself last night too >_<
And the dream begins...I dunno, I was somewhere that had a fountain of water...I felt that I was half awake though because I think I was controlling my words in my dream. I was dressed up as my Naruto rpg character, leaning against a wall or something. All of a sudden I see Gaara coming up to me [[
mind you, we're around 15-16 after the timeskip since he was wearing his Kazekage outfit ]] and suddenly corner me to the wall with his hands at either side of me on the wall, asking me, "
What is love?" I think I was kinda flustered *tries to remember clearly* I was stammering with my words quietly until he spoke up again, "
Will you show me this 'love'?" I blushed at this and said, "
Love requires a lot of contact..." Then he backs me even more into the wall @_@ and yeaaaaaaah, it ended somewhere around there....*shivers* sweet but freaky @_@ I do wonder why I get dreams like this!
*
remembers the dream in 8th grade where this guy asks me "what love means" to me and gives me a red rose then disappears into the surroundings* I can't fully remember my last dream -_- but it had something to do with the word "
apathetic" since everytime I hear that word, it sparks something inside me... *shrugs* WEIRD! *tries to breathe* @_@ That dream got my heart drumming now.....ehhhh XP Well just needed this out of my system...byebyes! Oh! And
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEARS!^_^
~ Sakura-chan
Bu De Bu Ai^_^ <3
27 January 2006
[[
mood]] daydreamin
[[
listening to]] Bu De Bu Ai by Wilber Pan Wei Bo
@_@ Kikki got me addicted to a Mandarin song! WHEE~! Here's the music video and I found the music url!^^
KIKKI THIS IS FOR YOU! :O
Mahal na mahal mo ang kuya mo parang hindi sha ang kuya mo!^_^WHOOHOO!!! Interpret that XD YAY!
~ Sakura-chan
Happy Birthday Hero-san!^_^
26 January 2006
[[
mood]] exhausted -_-
[[
listening to]] You're My Everything by Se7en
Hiyo! @_@ oh gawd! Hw is piling up like hell! HAHA XDD oh well -_- I feel soo deprived of sleep though.
KIKKI I AM A BAD INFLUENCE ON YOU! :O I don't eat anymore and you don't eat anymore! That's not a good example of a good auntie! Then you're typing fast to twist people's words, too! See another bad influence I had on you! x.x
MOMMII CYNTHIA!!!^-^he
DOES love you! He just said it to me before he got out of the car! XDD HAHA! He also told me that "
real men have pink houses!" He always messes with you by stealing your keychains, asking if you love him back, and he hugs you
way too much^-^YAY! I have a tall, tall, senior daddy and brother-in-law! :O HAHA XDD Yumi-chan is not only meh "mother" but my "twin" too!^^YAY! We're also coffee buddies :O
Track is killing my legs @_@ and my lungs! But but! OH WELL!^^Thing is, everytime I look at my legs when I get home, they're red and swollen fat x.x the evil sand on the track is evil too! -_-
YUMI-CHAN WOULDN'T LET ME RUN AN EXTRA LAP WHEN SHE DID!!! - - she kept exaggerating that my
asthma was
lung cancer @_@ IT'S NOT LUNG CANCER! I found a new discovery :D everytime Val and Kikki run ahead of me for around 10-20 seconds, I seem to catch up and pass them later on @_@ That's impossible! Probably because they don't run much in p.e. while we do a lot!
WHEEEEEEE~!
I GOT A COW POOH BEAR FROM TINA! :O HAHA XDD I poke her and run away now! YAY! XDD We also surprised her in Mr. Burrow's room since she turned around and just saw Vivian and me sitting there! HAHA XDD
I reaaaaaaaally hate health @_@ sooooo boring! The posters all over the room in english is making me daydreamin -_-
I had a lot to say here in my head x.x but it went,
as in Yumi-chan's words, P00FERS!^^Well anyways, I gotta go! BYEBYES!
~ Sakura-chan
track's a killer x.x
23 January 2006
[[
mood]] exhausted @_@
[[
listening to]] Sasuke's Theme <-- Naruto
Konban wa minna-san! Today was ok I guess, we had a switch of
english classes so our teachers and rm went from Ms. Earnhardt rm 303 to Mr. Burrows rm 210! =_= Ahh, the posters all over the room are going to make me daydream x.x Then we went from keyboarding rm 106 to Health rm p7 so x.x now my classes are alternating going inside and out, inside out!
We also had
TRACK PRACTICE!!! @_@ gawd we were dying! We haven't ran that much in such a long time! XP DJ was laughing at us when he saw us tired and stretched with us. We also talked to him after track @_@ He played
guess-that-song-from-my-ipod with us! LOL!
...Hmmm I had a depressing convo with Kukii/Kikki last night -_- so don't be suprised to see
Y A B U R E T A .i t // h u r t s all over or something...it's a friends thing and the feeling of losing them one by one x.x which is killing us right now so yeaaaaaaaaah...
Okii well I need to finish my hw now. Byebyes!
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EDIT - - -
-_- you know what?! my family keeps saying I'm
GOOD SERVICE you know why? I cooked ramen dinner for them twice, I served them coffee, served them water, washed the whole sinkful of dishes, and prepared my auntie's air futon while balancing my hw and time on the computer @_@ now I'm really tired...*sighs* YOU KNOW I SHOULD BE PAID FOR THIS?! >< LOL! jk!
~ Sakura-chan
...why am I posting again? 0o
22 January 2006
[[
mood]] mellowed out again @_@ probably from playing endless hours of ddr
[[
listening to]] The One by Se7en
Konnichiwa minna-san!^-^;; I was planning on staying away from the internet/computer for today but @_@ IT CALLS TO ME!
WHOOHOO!!!^-^I ISH ADDICTED TO SE7EN'S SONGS!!! I downloaded like @_@ around 17 songs yesterday, ALL of them are Se7en! Currently addicted to his songs The One and Just Wanna Be.
I searched for an hour or two yesterday for the songs to upload to my webbie @_@ and for the lyrics XP poopie, I got none! ...Yumi-chan..You must be proud you can understand what they're saying @_@ I went to this Korean downloading site, I couldn't understand anything! They were all in Korean characters! <-- I wanna download Korean, Chinese, and Japanese characters onto my comp so I can type in 'em X33 I JUST READ YOUR COMMENT YUMI-CHAN!!! -_- YOU ISH EVIL! LOL! FINE THEN! Watch me write back in Tagalog! HAHA!!! XDD Ay talaga, mabuti alam ko rin ang iba language! HAH! INTERPRET THAT!^-^;; I just hope I spelt it right *sweatdrop* ehe!
TOMORROW IS TRAAAAAAAACK!^-^Yesh Yumi-chan I ish joining of course @_@ But I won't guarantee the fact that I'm fast XP bleh! ....Hanii bananii?! 0.0 aiya! What's with all these names?! LOL! NO IT ISN'T LOUD! -_- I don't jingle that loud! But funny thing about my tiny bells is that everytime I jingle it intentionally, our friends pop out of nowhere @_@ AiMizu-chan said it's cursed! LOL! WHEEE~!^-^If I just ring my bells, I see my friends pop out of nowhere! WHOOHOO!!!
!!! FRIED ICE CREAM !!!
YUMMY~LICIOUS! ADDICTING TOO! I WAAAAANT SOME -_- LOL! WHOOHOO!!!^_^Yesterday I was downloading crazy! I DOWNLOADED NARUTO CHAPTERS 245-259 AND EPPIES 53-59!^^I ISH ALMOST AT THE PART OF ITACHI-KUN! :O I LOVE HIM! *glomp* =_= Which reminds me I need to start on my cosplay costume @_@ I still haven't done Yuffie's tanktop! I also need to buy a shuriken -_- or at least try to make one! LOL! This cosplaying thing reminds me of another thing @_@ I had a WEIRD DREAM a few days ago...It had something to do with cosplaying...And there was this guy 0o iono, but I knew he loved anime and games...and he lets me glomp him...and he said something that he LOVED me? 0o I woke up all confused but the ramen made me forget until now^-^;; iono, I remember that we talked about anime, games, and cosplaying...then I heard the word "love" directed to me while he looked at me...I was glomping him too 0o I dunno why...WHY DO I HAVE SUCH WEIRD DREAMS?! ....Before that...I had a FF dream 0o;; *shrugs* *shakes Sephiroth* YOU! I HAD A DREAM ABOUT YOU FOR 3 TIMES IN 8TH GRADE ABOUT KILLING ME AND AVALANCHE! -_- JUST BECAUSE OF THIS ULTIMATE WEAPON! XP yeaaaah *points at Itachi accusingly* YOU! You just wouldn't leave my mind @_@ I forgot what you did but you still wouldn't leave me alone! =_= I really need to stop being left alone with my head....
WHEE~! I ish going to play ddr on standard and practice on heavy @_@ I'm gonna die...LOL! Byebyes!
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Y A B U R E T A . i t // h u r t s~ Sakura-chan
in class^_^
19 January 2006
[[
mood]] neutral
[[
listening to]] people typing in class..
^_^HEWWO! Just in computer literacy right now! :O DONE WITH FINALS HERE! Haha XDD So free time on the internet!
...Yeah...I forgot again what I was gonna type...Evil candycane made me forget *keeps munching on it*
Haha XDD Today was funny in the hallway! After 3rd period(which is now first period because of finals), AiMizu(Vivian) and I walked towards the 2nd hallway to go to her AVID class. We were just talking and I kept jingling my cell that Kukii(Kikki) turned around hecka fast in front of us and gave each other a heart attack! @_@ We didn't know she was right in front of us, too! She told us that she could hear tiny bells jingling and the voices familiar so she turned around to get a heart attack XDD HECKA FUNNEH! :O While we waited for AiMizu to come out of her AVID class, I betted to Kukii that if I jingle my bells, people we know would come. So I did for a minute, Tina passes by and talks to us. Jingle again, Pony-look-alike comes back :O Jingle again, we find Candii(Val) and Yumi(Cynthia). One last time! Steven-nii and Pete comes by XPP NYA~! The bells aren't that loud!....AiMizu and Yumi are going against meh T^T LOL!
OHH~! I DREW MEH FRIENDS^-^And they look hecka cute! LOL! I can't draw myself in anime form...so sad XD Oh wells!
OHHH! WE'RE RUNNING THE LONG FIREHOUSE TOMORROW! ^_^I wanna have meh p.e. finals! RUNNING IS FUN! And I think I can join track now :O Thing is, I'll join if my friends join! Wheeee~! Got P.E. first period tomorrow X33 then EVIL Intro Tech after -_-
-_- 1 hr and 10 mins more! Gawd I'm so bored @_@ I'm going to draw...Byebyes!
~ Sakura-chan
. . .
18 January 2006
[[
mood]] depressed and pissed off a bit...mostly apathetic HAH
[[
listening to]] Welcome to my Life by Simple Plan and Somewhere I belong by Linkin Park
HAH! WHAT
"FAMILY"?!?!?!?!
HAHA XDD Oh life and it's stupid twists! 3 more years and I'm off! Now I really do wish my aunt had adopted me!
AT LEAST SHE KNOWS THE MEANING OF HAVING FRIENDS, A LIFE, AND KNOW WHEN IT'S YOURS OR SOMEONE ELSE'S BUSINESS!!!! Psh -_- I'll just remember that
IF I ever become a parent, I'd give a better meaning to "
family" than I ever was given XP
~ Sakura-chan- - -
EDIT - - -
[[
mood]] calm
[[
listening to]] Eternal Snow frm Full Moon wo Sagashite
^-^Gimme my friends, anime, games, and music to occupy myself and I'll calm down! WHEEEEE!!! ...and pocky *munched on 10 pocky sticks*
~ Sakura-chan
TRAAAACK!
17 January 2006
[[
mood]] calm *is popping chocolate into my mouth*
[[
listening to]] Eternal Snow frm Full Moon wo Sagashite
Hewwo^-^I ish calm for once ne? Haha XDD Well today was a bad day -_- Well ALMOST! This morning I found out that Nanay(I call Rebecca's grandmother that) had passed away last night. It almost made me cry but I just didn't feel like having tears strolling down ._. I overheard my grandma and dad talk about how it was MUCH colder than usual and about my dad smelling a burning candle last night when there was none...Yesh, my family feels strange things when someone close dies. I also found it unusual that usually when I wake up in the middle of the night, I would find my inner blanket pushed away towards the window. Last night, my TOP blanket was being yanked off towards my DESK and the inner blanket tugged around me. I dunno, I could've just pushed off the inner blanket and the top blanket then yank back the inner blanket...But with that much movement, I would've woken up to it. I also had a feeling that someone was watching me @_@ Which I always get but this time it was like I was going to get a heart attack...My grandmother, dad, and I linked this to the death of Nanay since we ALMOST always have either a dream or a feeling from the person who died *shrugs* That or we're just superstitious.
I was dying in 2nd and 3rd period! -_- I needed to go to the bathroom so bad that I was turning red(Vivian said I was), my face was hecka warm, and I was getting annoyed easily. I ran for it after 3rd period @_@ haha XD
I forgot my frickin social security number again! :O I need to remember it this time since of the finals and I need it for track...Speaking of track! We went to the meeting(except Val since she had a dentist appoinment). There was hecka forms to fill out and lots to do @_@ Practice is everyday until 5pm, we have to practice on holidays too at 10am, we have meets on Saturdays(we can miss that but if we miss practice we're out!), and we're competing a lot . . . @_@ SO MUCH! WE HAVE TO WEAR SHORTS! I wanna wear sweaaaaaats! Like last year, my friends and I ALWAYS wore sweats! Even when we ran 7-8 laps in the hot weather! HAHA XDD I miss those days T^T Running a lot...Now we run just one lap twice a week *sighs* Now we're running more @_@ Oh geez.
My mom won't let me join track :O Wanting to imprison me in the house! AIYA! My daddy said I can join any sport! He lets me live my life even if he puts some limits on it and is a pain^o^ HAHA XDD But still XP He's gonna help me convince meh mom to let me join . . .
Well, study time for a bit and ddr XPP Byebyes
~ Sakura-chan
R.I.P. Nanay 19-- to January 16, 2006 -_- I hope you find happiness in the afterlife, Nanay! Sorry I didn't visit you, Rebecca, Ate Rae, and Tita Sahle a lot nowadays! <3
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*sighs* -_- It's kinda clear that I may not join track this year or the years after. . .
from a week ago or something ---> My mom(I still remember): "It's your high school! You should be inside studying instead of outside always gallavanting with your friends! If you really do make me mad with your outings, I will transfer you to South San Francisco High!"
You Lack Freedom. It seems to me that someone or
somebody is abusing you. You can't get out
because you are locked up. You don't know why
they are doing this to you. They toy with you
like an animal. They say you are awkward and
different. You don't like it. You want to run
away, far away, a place where you are free and
all those bad memories you have are erased.
However, you can't You are stuck in chains.I my
opinion, you are one of the most depressed
person I've ever known.
What do you Lack the Most?(awesome anime)
brought to you by Quizilla^-^Can you see the connection? *sighs* If my mom is going to barracade me at home...I might as well refuse every offer she gives me to go out! Just go to school, see friends there, and go home; locking myself up in my room!...haha XD It could be 7th grade all over again...probably for the remaining time of this year and/or my sophomore year...
~ Sakura-chan
@_@ AHHH!!! I WANT GAMES!
16 January 2006
[[
mood]] game deprived x.x
[[
listening to]] Viva Rock by Orange Range <--- SO FRICKIN ADDICTING @_@
I'll get these two things out of my system:
FEAR ME FOR I AM A NINJA^_^FEAR MY ALMIGHTY SHURIKEN!*sighs* need to make it first before you can fear it ._. ...and...
I NEED NEW GAMES T^T
ZOMG! @_@ So true! I need to get: FF: Crystal Tactics(I DON'T CARE IF IT'S OLD!^_^), FFVIII, a new FFX-2(IT BROKE! T^T), Fatal Frame 3: the Tormented, Inuyasha: A Feudal Combat, more DDR, Karaoke Revolution, Soul Calibur 3, Tekken 5, Xenosaga Episode 1, Xenosaga Episode 2, Tenchu: Fatal Shadows, Kingdom Hearts 2(but I'll be waiting for that until March 1-12), FFVII(my own so I can keep playing it for an eternity), and so much more. <-- I want a job over the summer so I can use my own money x.x I'm seriously game deprived @_@ I don't wanna stay on the comp anymore! XP Bleh, I need to get off the comp and onto the gaming systems for PS3 WILL SOON ARRIVE!^^
Okii byebyes! Anime, Manga, and Games rule meh <3>
~ Sakura-chan
wheeeee~! @_@
15 January 2006
[[
mood]] DDR addicted
[[
listening to]] DDR music and Love Chronicle frm Full Moon <-- is haunting me!
Bleach Skit by JAC-Productions^_^I LOVE URAHURA IN THIS! HAHA XDDD Poor Urahura! Got smacked by Ichigo twice! LOL! *Was laughing insanely at night watching JAC-Production clips that my parents thought I've gone crazy* XDD
Awww man @_@ I'm torn in who I want to cosplay now! Half of me still wants to be Yuffie(FFVII:AC/KH2 style) and the other wants to be Soi Fong(Bleach) now @_@ Maybe if I have money and time, I can be Yuffie for the first week of the Sakura Fest then Soi Fong on the 2nd! WHEEEE!!! *is still thinking* okii^^byebyes!
~ Sakura-chan
Falling . . . ^_^
14 January 2006
[[
mood]] neutral @_@
[[
listening to]] Kiseki by BoA <-- Yesh I do have a lot of BoA songs XDD Probably over 30!
Hewwo^_^;; I must be in a posting mood this week ne? XPP Well one more before I plunge myself in darkness of no posting that you'll be wondering if I'm still alive XDD HAHA! Just kidding but I probably won't post much after this...Unless something good went on and I just had to get it out of my system^_^" Well, my reason for posting is because of this:
I'm so proud of it XDD HAHA! Even though I wasn't trying so hard^-^;; Just wanted to show this! It's also on my deviant account^-^This time it isn't any of my rpg characters! I wanted to try making a doll of me even though it won't look so much as me^^But the hair, eyes, clothes, and accessories do(can't see meh necklace though XP)! LOL! Inspired by just looking at the doll base, listening to Falling by Sweetbox, and my Falling Yuna icon @_@ WHEEE!!! So much "Falling" LOL!
Well, I have to finish my mounds of hw and chores! Just text if you wanna talk <-- still searching for a texting buddie XDD HAHA! Okii ja ne-minna-san!
Drawing on Doll bases and background © Sakura-chan(me)
Doll Base © ??? <-- please inform me if this is your base so I can give out the correct credit^^*rummages through my links of doll sites*
~ Sakura-chan
- - For your enjoyment^-^courtesy of www.youtube.com
FUUUUUUUUUUUN! <3
13 January 2006
[[mood]] ^-^happy yet busy
[[listening to]] Love Chronicle frm Full Moon wo Sagashite
Konban wa-minna-san!^_^WHEEEE!! TODAY WAS FUN! Considering it was Friday the 13th! LOL! OH YEAH!
!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIFFY-CHAN AND ARIANA !!!
OH! Wanna know why it was fun? *waves hand dismissively* Forget what happened in school! For I forgot anyways^-^;; It was AFTER school! The anime club had to go to the room to meet up and walk to Ranch 99 to pick out candy and stuff for the Chinese New Year's grams but it only turned out to be Tina, DJ, Cynthia, Kikki, Val, and me who went since we waited like 15 mins listening to DJ's ipod and talking :O Hecka fun though! HAHA XDD DJ was looking around and said, "Am I going to be the only guy here?! Wait, lemme call my GUY cousins to come with us!" HAHA XDD Hecka funneh!
We kept going around making funny stuff with food at Ranch 99 0.0 Cynthia kept saying everything was feminine and I kept saying everything had pink bunnies so Tina was just laughing with Kikki and Val while DJ said, "I'll stay here where it's manly!" He stood right in front of the Men's Pocky XDD HAHA! He wondered what's with us two and our femininity and pink bunnies! LOL!
OMG! :O He said Kakashi-sensei was gay! HAHA XDD He and Cynthia kept arguing! HECKA FUNNEH! 0.0 DID I MENTION?! After we split from Tina to walk, DJ CAME WITH US TO VAL'S HOUSE?! HAHA XDD We pretended he was my cousin^-^And, and! We kept talking and talking on the way and played DDR at Val's house *thinks* HEY! We never played the KARAOKE DDR! LOL! Unless they did when DJ and I left :O AWWW MEANIES! LOL! JK!
DJ was CONFUSED on who we were except for Val since he's the TA for her P.E. class! Cynthia and I kept mixing our names so he wouldn't know we were Sakura and Yumi because of some certain notes *ahem* :O OMG! When he ASKED us about the notes before we went to the Ranch 99, asking if we were the girls who wrote it, we just FROZE up and stared at each other! HAHA XDD I think he's still confused on our nicknames but not our real names^-^OMG! I forgot to mention, before Ranch 99, Tina was looking for Justine(President of the Anime Club), and DJ replied that she and....Angelo I think his name was? 0o was making out! LOL! DJ said that they won't make out at his house! And he said something about getting him drunk over the weekend just to see how Angelo looks drunk? HAHA XDD Silly DJ!
You know when I arrived at home, I NOTICED THAT I ALREADY HAD A COUSIN NAMED DJ! HAHA XDD If DJ is my "cousin", then I have two cousins named DJ! LOL!
OH YEAH! At the end of Ranch 99! Kikki bent down to tie her shoes, Tina kept walking talking to us and almost tripped on Kikki thinking she was a rock! LOL! HECKA FUNNEH! We had a tug at my Itachi keychain! :O SHE SAID THAT ITACHI WAS HERS! So I countered that Cloud was hers and Itachi was mine! LOL! I think we'll still be fighting over Itachi but^-^*glomps Kadaj* She agrees Kadaj is cool! W00T! No fighting over FF guys!....Unless we find out we love more XDD HAHA!
AAAAAAAAAND! There's more but *thinks* I'm forgetting stuff! @_@ Why is this happening?! STUPID STM!!! LOL!
There's more that went on today but^_^you just had to be there to laugh it up! Oh and DJ told us about his nickname: Shio because I called out Kyo and he thought I was calling his name! LOL! He was wondering how I knew it until I said that I called out Kyo!^^And he started explaining the names he and his friends made up! LOL! WHEEE!!!
Oh! And my friends want me to join track with them! *blushes* ISN'T IT BAD ENOUGH I GOTTA WEAR SHORT SHORTS FOR COSPLAYING?! LOL!!! XDD DJ WAS HECKA OUT LOUD SAYING, "I CAN'T BELIEVE GUYS HAVE TO WEAR WHAT GIRLS WEAR!" HAHA XDD He's joining track too! :O COOL! Even Vivian(not AiMizu Vivian^^But Vivian in my p.e.!) said I should join too even though I got a frickin 9 mins on my track time! =_= I GOT SLOW OVER THE WEEK! That or lots of things were on my mind that I couldn't focus! Before I got 8 something T^T I wanna get a 7!
Well I'll leave it at this @_@ Gotta finish hw! GAWD SOO FRICKIN MUCH! HAHA XDD Okii byebyes!
~ Sakura-chan
Ni ai boo ai wo?^_^
12 January 2006
[[
mood]] ^-^;; how to put this? sleepy and yet
PARTIALLY hyper thanks to the pocky *munches on it*
[[
listening to]] Hear Me Cry by Utada Hikaru <-- Kingdom Hearts
HEWWO^_^YESH! I'm currently addicted to posting right now *munches on pocky* Ahhh, I thank you pocky! You're making me hyper for the moment^-^
*glomps it* OHHH!! ><
Hear Me Cry by Utada Hikaru is haunting me @_@ It's playing
A LOT now! Dunno why though....Scary^-^But yet calming and sad! Here's the lyrics:
Hear Me Cry by Utada Hikaru You couldn't say Needed someone new
You actually thought Deep inside I knew
Can you tell me How can you say Why this should suffice You passed me by And your heart is As cold as ice (You passed me by) Did you see me cry? (Did you ask you yourzelf) Did you see my cry? (Did you ask yourself why) Can you hear me cry? (Did you ask yourself) Will we ever grow apart? You couldn't say Needed someone new And you actually thought Deep inside I knew I wonder where will we go Will we be the same? (You passed me by) I laugh inside I think of you And the love we made Tell me why This should suffice I hold you through the night Now,will i let it go Soon I'll let it go Can you hear me cry? (Will you ask yourself why) Can you hear me cry? (Will you ask yourself how) Can you hear me cry? (Will you ask yourself) Will we ever grow apart? You, I'll stand by your side I'll be there for you (You passed me by) You, I'll stand by your side Please,just do me right (You passed me by) You, I'll stand by your side I'll be there for you | Eternally by Utada Hikaru me no maeni iru kimi ga sukoshi kagaki mawari ga mienai watashi-tachi wa doko ni iru no zawameko hajimeta haikei no nakani mada kienai da ne mou nani mo kikenai But I can feel your breath odoroku hodo kimagurena tenkai ni sukoshi dake watashi rashi kunai kitai o, oh oh shiteru I wanna be here eternally kono mama mitsume aetteitai I can feel you close to me itsumademo sobani wa irarenai kono shunkan dake wa zutto eien ni tatakai ni dekakeru maeno hito yasumi anata to sugoshitai yakusoku wa kondo aeta toki ni Can you hear me breath? odoroku hodo dewanai tenkai ni mo kandou shichau toki ga dare ni datte, oh oh aru I wanna be here eternally dare ni mo mitsukaranai tokoro ni I can see you are all I need ashita made tasuke wa iranai kono shunkan sae mo kitto just a fantasy I can feel you close to me ano basho ni kaere nakunatte mo ima no kimochi dake wa zutto eien I wanna be here eternally I can see you are all I need kono shunkan dake wa eien ni |
I Love You by Utada Hikaru Reisei na manazashi de kono chijou no in to yo wo Sayuu ni kakiwaketeku Watashi wa ano koro kara kimi wo mane shitakute Sukoshi togarashita kuchibiru de saki e tsukisusumu Miwatasu kagiri hirogaru Uso no sakanai sougen wo Yume no naka de mita koto ga aru Soko de kimi wo matteru Kandouteki ni owaru SUTOORII hajimari wa Ano hi kimi ga itta I love you Machikirenai yo kouhan SUTAATO ENDORESU ni utagau yori saigo made Ano uso mitai na I love you Kiite itai yo zutto zutto Kotoba ni zenbu wa takusenakutemo Koe ni daseba sukoshi wa kanarazy tsutawaru hazu Ma mo naku tokiakasareru shinjitsu Issho ni tashikameyou Me ga sametemo kanashikunai sekai ga Futai wo matteru Senrosoi hashiridasu kage ni furikaeru Ano hi ienakatta I love you Oitsukenai yo RASUTO SUPOOTO Hon no suoshi utagau toki dou suru no Mou usutsuki demo I love you Soba ni itai yo zutto zutto Kandouteki ni owaru SUTOORII hajimari wa Ano hi kimi ga itta I love you Machikirenai yo kouhan SUTAATO Senrosoi hashiridasu kage ni furikaeru Ano hi kimi ga itta I love you Oikakechau yo zutto zutto | Yesterday & Today by DAI Dear friends, so long Wasurenai kurikaesu deai no naka chiisana kizuato wo Route ni kakaeteru bokura samayou bakari Kono hateshinai sekai wo mitsumeru tabibito yo It's so precious when you have good wishes Open eyes and see inside of your heart It's so precious when you have good wishes Open eyes and see inside your heart Kodoku to iu kane no ne ga inori no kotoba wo sasou Sugisaru genjitsu to yasashiku ikizuku asu wa Anata no subete yurusu deshou mayou koto wa nai Arukidasou It's so precious when you have good wishes Open eyes and see inside of your heart It's so precious when you have good wishes Open eyes and see inside your heart Samayou bakai hikari mezashi arukitsuzuketeru tatbibito yo Ai shite tomo yo chikara nakushitemo Kake nukeyou konna jidai wo Itoshii hito yo yagate tagai ni Kono machi ni towa wo sakasou Soushite watashi wa itsu no hi ka mata Utau darou tabi datsu darou La la la la |
Love Chronicle frm Full Moon wo Sagashite naze darou koi shikata sae sukkari wasureteta deai wa itsuka kuru wakare no hajimari to itsu no manika kimetsukete ita yogoreta SUNIIKAA no hodoketa himo musunde kureta hanikamu anata no egao asahi o abite TOKIMEIta kyuu ni aisareta ikara aishita iwake jyanai massugu aisuru yuuki o kureta ne kore kara no tabi ni futari ima chkau yo nani ga atte mo kono te hanasanai zutto fushigi da ne itsumo no keshiki mo tokubetsu ni miete kuru hana ya tori ya yumi kaze yama amai taiyou subete kagayaki yori sou naka tokenai JIGUSOU no saigo no PIISU mitsuketa yo ooki na anata no senaka watashi mamorare tsuite yuku eien ni ima made konna ni mawari michi shite kedo massugu aisuru jishin o moteta ne asu kara no yume ni futari ima yukai yo nani ga atte mo hitomi sorasanai aisareta ikara aishita iwake jyanai massugu aisuru yuuki o kureta ne asu kara no yume ni futari ima yukai yo nani ga atte mo hitomi sorasanai aisareta ikara aishita iwake jyanai massugu aisuru yuuki o kureta ne kore kara no tabi ni futari ima chikau yo nani ga atte mo kono te hanasanai zutto | 1000 Words frm FFX-2 I know that you're hiding things Using gentle words to shelter me Your words were like a dream But dreams could never fool me Not that easily I acted so distant then Didn't say goodbye before you left But I was listening: You'll fight your battles far from me... Far too easily "Save your tears 'cause I'll come back." I could hear that you whispered as you walked through that door But still I swore To hide the pain When I turned back the pages: Shouting might have been the answer... What if I'd cried my eyes out, and begged you not to depart? But now I'm not afraid To say what's in my heart 'Cause a thousand words Call out through the ages They'll fly to you Even though I can't see, I know they're reaching you Suspended on silver wings Oh, a thousand words One thousand embraces Will cradle you Making all of your weary days seem far away They'll hold you forever Oh, a thousand words Have never been spoken They'll fly to you They'll carry you home, and back into my arms Suspended on silver wings And a thousand words Call out through the ages They'll cradle you Turning all of the lonely years to only days They'll hold you forever A thousand words... |
So many lyrics ne?^_^HAHA! I was gonna post more but my fingers hurt from typing it all @_@ I'll post more soon! LOL! These songs are the ones that are stuck in my head! I have more like
Everytime by Sweetbox,
Real Emotion frm FFX-2,
That Night by Sweetbox, and sooooooooo much more @_@ HAHA!!!
Well since I've spent most of my time typing up lyrics...I forgot why I was posting...*5 minutes later* OH YEAH!
"
NI AI BOO AI WO? " <-- There Kikki^-^I ASKED! LOL! When you ask people at school, I'll just be there, giggling and munching on my pocky^_^HAHA XDD Well! I'm off! Soo sleepy =_=;; BYEBYES
~ Sakura-chan
EXHAUSTED like hell @_@
[[
mood]] exhausted -_-
[[
listening to]] nooooooothing but the winds in my head
@_@ OMG!!! FINALLY DONE WITH CODING THE LAYOUT!!! HAHA XDD
YESH!^_^I was the one who made and coded the layout *sighs out* It's been months since I last made my layout @_@ WHEEEE!!! I'll edit this post after school or tomorrow! Need to rest my comp and sleep before my parents find out! If you wanna talk, and I'm not online, just text me^-^;; I need a texting buddy xDD HAHA! okii oyasumi nasai!
~ Sakura-chan- - - E D I T - - -[[
mood]] half asleep half awake
[[
listening to]] Hanabi by Ayumi Hamasaki
HAH!^_^Okii just editing my post! WHEEE!! OMG!^-^So how do you guys love the new layout? Why yesh I
DO support
CLOUDxTIFA!^^They ish adorable together and meant together but believe what you want^^*giggles*
Oi! x33 I bought some materials to start my Yuffie costume! I bought materials for her tanktop! FFVII:AC STYLE! Oh yeah! 0.0 OMG! I found some
GREAT materials for kimono making! I wanna get those when I get older! ...When my mom saw my cosplaying pics suggestions, she pointed at
Kairi's KH2 outfit and told me that I should dress up as her >> I have a feeling she wants me to wear something girly and pink XDD HAHA! Oh well, I like Kairi^-^
Well I gotta go and eat^-^MMMM!!! MOCHI MANGO ICE CREAM! AND I RESTOCKED ON RAMEN AND POCKY TOO! OMG! It was soo funny at Pacific Super! My mom said to buy 24 more ramen so I went and got 24 in my arms, struggling so it won't fall, these people and a kid looked at me like I was crazy! The cashier woman looked at the pile and said "
WOW!" with a surprised expression xDD HAHA! So funny!
I also need to finish my science @_@ Byebyes!
OHH!!! And before I forget after watching
The Glomp Project(my 1/10/06 entry)^_^I've been watching a lot of cosplay clips and I found
dun dun dun:
JAC-PRODUCTIONS.COM FEAR IT!!! LOVE IT!!!^-^I
LOVE their cosplaying skits! Very funny and original! They make me wanna cosplay even more^^SO WATCH IT! For they'll entertain you in your computer! MWAHAHAHAHAHA!!! *sews my Yuffie costume*
~ Sakura-chan
GLOMPING!^__^
11 January 2006
[[
mood]] Glomping mood! x33 --> I seriously need to glomp something
[[
listening to]] Beside You by BoA
HEWWO!^___^Oh my gawd! Today was one of the
WORST days ever! Everyone of us was soooo unhyper and pissed off! Especially in lunch! I was unhyper but I wasn't pissed at all^-^;; I was just lost in the recess of my own mind! I kept on thinking about random things...Rpg flowing through my head as always but much excessively now @_@ I was soo quiet around 1st, 2nd, and 3rd period....4th and lunch I was lost in my head, and p.e....I bumped into a guy while running x.x Maybe it's not good to think while running but then again I can't really help it....Everytime I run, some kind of FF, Anime, or something of my own creation plays in my head like a movie....I'm weird that way haha xDD
OMG! ><>Glomp Project clip is stuck in my head @_@ And is getting me
REAL excited for the 2006 Sakura Festival this April! I am soooo gonna cosplay as
YUFFIE in her
FFVII:AC/KH2 style! W00T!
You know what I'm gonna do at the fest? Here is it:
GLOMP EVERY FRICKIN HOT FF AND ANIME GUYS!!!^_^even if they're
RANDOM guys I don't know! LOL! Hopefully I won't chicken out! I saw some FF cosplayers at my school @_@ Gawd I had the urge to tackle them but that would look unseemly! HAHA XDD
I just hope that if my friends and I do make a perfect copy of our costumes @_@ We don't get glomped as much before we glomp most of the guys! *giggles* We cannot be diverted from our mission! WHEEEE!!!
....You know....Yumi, Yume, AiMizu, and I thought of something xDD If we find the best cosplayers cosplaying as our guys, we'll ask them to
MARRY us XDD HAHA Just for the heck of their expressions! HAHA XDD I'd be sooo laughing at their expression...If one of them would say "
Yesh" I'd either glomped them harder 0o;; or scoot away....HAHA XDD
YUME-NEE KEEP SAYING GUYS WOULD GLOMP ME! T^T NOOOO!!!! Just because I'm going to be Yuffie! AIYA! They try anything I'll shove my damn sharp shuriken up their asses! *giggles insanely* Ahhh the influence of Cid^-^WHEEEEE!!! *giggles*
Haha xDD Do I seem hyper now? Because I don't 0.0 I seem to be forcing it......*eye twitches* I WANT TO GO TO THE MALL NOW! ><
GAWD I CAME HOME EARLY FOR NO FRICKIN REASON?! Gawd! My mom trying to imprison me in my own home! You know if we lived in Daly City with the same structure of house we have now....I could've snuck out the window and walk around freely xDD HAHA! But if I try now @_@ Gawd I'll be scared because I'd have to pass by *thinks*....around 5 cemetery grounds @_@ AIYA!!!
...
I WANNA GLOMP SOMETHING!!! T^T I have the urge to hug something....I should've bought a plushie to hug everytime instead of a hat now *sniffles* *sighs* Oh well XPP I need to figure out my costume and how to obtain a large shuriken as my prop weapon^-^
Well I gotta go and study a bit for once -_- OHHH!! OH YEAH! I have
UNLIMITED text for my cell!^^;; Well unlimited if
VERIZON TO VERIZON but 500 text limit if any other phone service^-^
SO TEXT ME! >< I seriously need a texting buddy *giggles* okii! BYEBYES!
~ Sakura-chan
GLOMP PROJECT!^_^
10 January 2006
[
mood] stumped?^-^;; I dunno really haha xDD
[
listening to] Broken by Seether and Amy Lee <-- I like the FF amv made for this!^^
HEY! LOOKIE AT THIS CLIP!:
0o;; I dunno if it'll work but it's about a
Kakashi-sensei cosplayer finding the hardway of the meaning "Glomp." HAHA XDD
YUMI, YUME, AND I WANNA DO THAT TO EVERY KAWAII FF AND ANIME GUYS WE SEE!!!^-^WHEEEEEEE! We're also cosplaying ourselves!
Sakura(me) = Yuffie <-- FFVII:AC/KH2 style ^_^;; I also kinda wanted to be Kairi in her KH2 outfit! HAHA XDD
Yumi = Hiramono(sp?) I can't remember her name >< <-- Bleach
Yume = Samurai Rikku <-- FFX-2
Vivian = Sakura ToT she stole my name! HAHA XDD <-- Naruto Wheee!
We're cosplaying for the upcoming
Sakura Festival 2006 at Japantown in SF! Anyone wanna come with us?! HAHA XDD I hope I have enough money to buy stuff! x33 I seriously will spend over $200 again....maaaaaybe *giggles* WHEEEE!!! I need to start making my costume now!^^;; Thing is I need to know how to make my Shuriken! WHEEE!!!
Also, I still need to make new layouts for this^-^;; I think I know how to code blogspot better than LJ! WHEEE!!!
OMG I WATCHED THE GRUDGE ON MY OWN!!! FFVII:AC again that it calmed my nerves^-^;; Somehow a FF and KH version of The Grudge formed in my head 0o;; the movie really did remind me of Fatal Frame you know^-^;; Especially the first one since it all started with one house!
Aiya >< ^_^HAHA XDD I don't wanna grow wrinkly and old....plus I don't know what to do in life *sighs* but
GOOD THING is that
MY FRIENDS AND I WILL BE ABLE TO MOVE IN WITH EACH OTHER! Probably in LA^-^;; Then in Japan? I just hope we'll stay together ><
~ Sakura-chan
...When the one you love doesn't love you?
09 January 2006
[mood] depressed -_-"
Konban wa minna-san! ^_^;; MEH FIRST POST AND YET A LONG ONE^^" Just copied it from my LJ! Enjoy my rants! *giggles*
Well....*shrugs* I dunno...*looks to the side* Kinda...depressed right now *sighs* I dunno....But this quote...:
What do you do when smiles go away..
When everything changes in just one day?
What do you do when love falls through...
When the one you love doesn't love you?
Kikki was right...I would like this quote because it kinda relates ne? We started having a conversation on the quotes she kept finding...We BOTH HATE high school, and yet we DON'T want it to end because we also love it! I dunno, it's kind of a mixed feelings...Kikki knows why I love high school besides friends but I hate school for the hurt we've felt...But it's better to love than not to love at all right?^-^And, we'll sooner or later forget our freshman year anyways *shrugs* because in Sophomore...we're going to have to move on...
I wanna say all the funny and happy things that had happened....But really....it's been drowned in all of my sorrow right now...
...Anyways^-^AiMizu wrote a funny and sad story! *shakes her* WHY DID YOU MAKE YOURSELF DIE?! >< But reading about it....made me sad because *giggles sadly* That it reminds me of the last part of the quote above^-^BUT OH WELL! Don't really care ne? It's life *waves hand dismissively* I'll find another...I guess...
...You know, when things didn't really get you upset before gets you upset now....Does that mean you've been weakened?...Because I didn't mind being called a freak for loving Anime and Game guys....but...when I was just called that now....It really did hurt me....I don't care much about people's opinions but really....don't you sometimes just let your guard down and suddenly feel yourself attacked? HAHA XDD I'm talking nonsense....Forget it...
You know...What I can't really wait for when high school is over (even when I don't want it to be because I FRICKIN HATE GROWING UP ><) is that I can get away from my frickin family >< and stay with my friends! We're all going to move together^-^Which will be fun! I'm going to get corny...I know >< Aiya...but pfft forget you then HAHA XDD jk...maybe...but still...to me, my friends are like the only family I ever had and wanted! My "real family" is not much of a family anyways >< They don't frickin care...They don't frickin listen...They only frickin listen is when I want something materialistic so that's why they call me spoiled...because when I try to express my feelings and opinion to them, they don't frickin care what I have to say!....So...psh forget them...but then again, it's not like I doubt my friends or want to...But I sometimes feel like they're parting ways with me....I dunno, it's a feeling...But I hope it's not true anyways....See what happens if you give me too much time to think >< Too much evil thoughts in my head!!! *clutches head with both hands*
Psh I'll leave my entry here^-^;; I'll sooner or later get a new layout soon if I have time before, after, or during midterms!^^AND! I need to get started on my SAKURA FEST COSPLAY COSTUME!^_^Proudly going to be Yuffie, FFVII: AC style! WHEEEEEEEE!!! Okii byebyes!
~ Sakura-chan